Hallo my readers!!!
sorry for being away for quite sometimes.
Yes I'm back to Medan and I am super happy and enjoying my life here.
I have tons of girls and boys day out.
Many important thing happened.
Girls and Boys day out.
BBQ, Ktv also movie and new year party together. WOW!
Though life here is boring but having my friend around makes me feel good.
I love them.Thanks for giving me great day here. =))

I am here to say a belated Merry Christmas to all of you!
And also a HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 to all of you!
Thanks for being such a great readers. =D
What's your new year resolution anyway?

Let me share mine;
1. Live a healthy and fit life.
2. Get a hot boyfriend
3. Be myself.

so, this is it! I hope all of you have a great new year celebration and a great year ahead! =D

ME, posting from Changi airport! =))
Just wanty to say goodbye and see singapore next year in 2011 January!
MUACH!

Well, I almost forgoten that I am going back to Medan,
I wear heels! the 5 inch heels. And I forgot there're tons of steps I need to go through later.
Shit man!!! What's wrong with our airport??
Miri airport is so much better than our airport, though our airport is many times bigger than Miri's.

Anyway, before I sign out, I just want to say THOUSANDS THANKS to my friends here.
Especially those from Music Clinic.
You all tech what is trust once again.
I first came here, with tall wall surrounds me and now, I am letting those walls come down.
I tell myself not to trust anyone and here I am trusting them so much. ironic right?
But well, living in postmodern world you can't escape from being IRONIC.
Once again, thanks to music clinic friends!
and I hope, Miss Foo Tong Tong, (if you are reading this post), please don't leave us.
I'm going to miss you!
muach!

MERRY CHRISTMAS from ME, from Singapore. =D

Well, this is my last day in Singapore in 2010 =D

I'll be back on January don't worry.

Again, as I promise I will upload some picture and after going through, I only found one anyway. =D

One of the weekend photo that was taken by Jooen.

As for my performing photo with the group in music clinic, I don't know where is it.

Maybe they haven't upload.

Cause I don't really go on facebook also.

I am packing now, but I am too lazy to pack.

sleepy!

sleepy!

I don't feel like going home, don't know why.=(

Maybe because I don't want to see the people I don't want to see.

SHIT! ARGH!

But having mom and doggie by my side makes me happy. It does cheers me somehow. =D

Soon to be home. Some part of me feel like going home, the other part of me doesn't feel like going home.

WHY?

I want to go home 'cause I miss mom, my dogie and my two little monster cousins! hmm..

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

So many things is happening for this few days after I come back from JB.

GOOD things of course!

Jooen was here, I had the most wonderful weekend with her in Singapore.

Then our performance ( Me, Tong Tong, Linus and Chee Hou) in Music Clinic went well! PERFECTO!

It's our first time performing as a group ok? I am so proud of it! =D

I really want to perform with them again next time. They are my so call music family.

Though I seldom talk or give comments, cause I am not so sure what to say. hahaha.

But having them in my life, really make my stress weekdays over. THANKS GUYS!

LOVE YOU ALL.

Though I lost my Sunday, but my Sunday is great because having you all.

Though sometimes things doesn't goes right, but well, this is life; it ain't perfect! =D

Will upload pictures about my weekend in future. =)

Stay in tune!

HOLIDAY IN JB with SIMSHINYIN! =)

I miss her like crazy and I have to summaries my two semester and her one semester story into 4 days.

pathetic!

She brings me around for food and stuffs. THANKS! =D

I am so excited and happy when I decided to went JB as a present to Shinying birthday.

And, I think she's happy too.

She's way lot slimmer than last time I saw her.

She talk softer now, which is great! And I hope she'll find her prince soon!

We share lot's of happy and sorrow story that happened to us the past 5 months.

One thing that I think she's right is I am some how pity because I know too much about life,

since I have been overseas for alone from 16 years old and now I'm 18. So almost 2 years, wandering around and learning about people and culture.

Where others, during their 16 they could still enjoy the innocent of teenage life, without having to care about what's life outside.

It's tiring, I do envy those people who could still enjoy life when they are 16.

But there's nothing I can do about my past.

All I can do is to live my life to max in the future, I am sure there's a reason why I have such a fast track life.

And I believe God will return everything just in time and much better for me when it's the time.

But to be honest, I am tired of life. I want to go somewhere,some place where people don't know me. I can live freely, I don't have to care of anyone near me. I want that life for just one day! =)

Can I have that life?

Years almost over

Sure looks like December

The snow and ice on the ground

I hadn’t sent a single Christmas card

The 31st is coming around

It makes me remember our last December

How the city looks so beautiful in white

As we walked the street that day you kept me warm

We couldn’t wait to get inside

Now its Christmas and you’re so far away

On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed

And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today

I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I hear carols in the distance

Don’t want to listen because every sound says your not here

Just in case you change your mind I’ll leave a light over the door

And hope you suddenly appear

Cuz its Christmas and you’re so far away

On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed

And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today

I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I’m to old too old to believe in Santa Claus

What are these gifts under the tree

But I did this once

Or many it’s a dream, has he really brought you back to me

its Christmas all I wanted is here

On this Christmas was for you to be near

And I wonder if you’re thinking of me cuz you’re here

My one wish has come true, it’s not Christmas without you

This is how I feel right now. Though I'll be home for Christmas, gonna celebrate it with mom,

but it's different.

Last Christmas with you were so great. I hope you are free and you'll be with me for Christmas.

Christmas night will be different if you're here with me and mom.

I sure mom will be happy to have you with us for Christmas, just like how she was last year.

I hope God will listen to my wish

CIAO!!!

YEAH MAN!

CHRISTMAS IS HERE... =)

I am sure you can feel it right here at my blog! =D

like it?

Well, I am done, so over with my assignments!

life is so much better. I won't get moody that often, well unless it's my pms. I can't really avoid that. hahaha.

I've been having fun practicing for upcoming performance with my music clinic friends.

and also hanging around the town with michelle and now I am almost broke la!

I don't dare to tell mom, 'cause she just bank in to me and it's like more than half is gone. I don't know where. I am thinking of escaping to Malaysia for awhile. hahaha. to spend more there.

Anyway, I took lot's of picture with Michelle today,but she's always slacking around, not uploading the photos. =(

Oh well, she just wen through super hard stage of relationship thing, AGAIN!

as always, I have a good shoulder to cry on and I am a good listener. But it's tiring la.

One thing that I'm glad is that I can help her.

Seriously, I am not trying to stereotype people in Singapore, but I really hardly see a true gentleman among the Singaporean. But not every Singaporean I know is like that, but majority!

Like what Michelle is now going through, seeing some irresponsible guy..

URGH! It's tiring to listen to other story when you have too much of them. But, I am glad that at least I can help her.=D

Now then she told me, she want someone who's much more older than her.

Last time, when it's my case, she said, "Novia, it's not gonna be fun if you go out with someone who's much older than you."

Oh well, she gets it now, she gets why I so wanna be with someone who's in their 20s and I don't mind getting someone who's in his 31, as long as he looks young just like you! =))

At least Michelle is not crying anymore, and she's stronger each time as she fell down. Which is good, cause I won't be there for her forever. I have things to do and my life. =P

I hope, next time she'll meet someone who's far more better from this fool guy. He doesn't deserves her anyway. She's too good to be true.

Most of my friends are leading their own life with their newly found boy, I think I should start to think of my way also.

What I want to do, meeting more new friends, get more experience and then I'll surrender my single life to someone who's willing to stay by my side, sing to me Bruno Mars-rest of my life and also Marry me! =)

It sounds sweet wei! Let's just wait and see, I don't like to rush relationship thing. Because, good thing are worth to wait.

But, I really wanna date that Eurasian boy. HOW? =(

it'll be so cool if I have an Eurasian boyfriend! =D

Anyway, gonna go to catch some ZZZZzzz! NIGHT!

UPDATE of my assignments!!

in total, 5 essays, 1 report, 1 research proposal, 1 class test and 1 debate.

Well, some of them are down!!!

The debate itself is down, the class test is down ( I screw it up)

three essays are down.

So now, research proposal ( who act like pain in ass for me)

two essays ( which one of them I have no idea how to write.)

WISH ME LUCK!

and... help me click on the nuffnang ads ok?

THANKS.

LOTS OF LOVE!

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG.

In love with the lyric and also the their voice. =)

"Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say...."

Isn't it sweet?
hahaha. I always love sweet music and lyric.

I am really super busy this week.

All assignments is due this week. =.=

DUH! I am giving my 200% to finish it all!

JIA YOU JIA YOU! I can do it!

All I need to scarify my sleep. But not my food OK?

At this crucial time, I need my food so badly! =D

After hopping these obstacle, I'll be back to Medan for Christmas!!!

SWEET SWEET!

I miss mom and my dog. Also my two little nasty cousin. I am going to snuggle them when I meet them. They are my greatest sweetheart!

That's for now! CIAO!

Someone, living with me is now under gone heart broken treatment.

ARGH!!!

I just hate how she looks like.

Hey, Wad's the big fuss of being dumb by a guy?

Like he is not the only guy in the world and plus, he is a bad guy.

He's not a good guy. It's good that he dumb you!!!

DON'T be such a FOOL girl.

It's not like I never experience it before, but you are just making it too over.

When you are with him, you don't want to care about me when I talk about some cute guy out the world, all you do is put your eye on him..

And now, you are telling me, ' That one is cute, this one is good looking, this one is macho ....'

and what so ever you want to say!!!!

I am so sick of listening to it.

I know I like macho and good looking guy, but please draw line ok? If you keep on talking about 'them' I feel bored!!!!!! I am sick of you!

You can talk about them, but please not everyday and don't talk about mine !!

When I told you, he's not a good guy, you quarrel with me. Telling me,'He is good for me.'

I guess, what people say is right, I don't need to bother about others problem, since I don't think they will appreciate me. Well, at least not until they experience what I said to them earlier.

Naive girl like you, need some reality wake-up call so that you'll know, how bad this world is.

It ain't fairly tale, especially when you are out alone.

phiuh!! Fire on top of my head now! I can't think of anything to write for my essay!

I am half way through everything. =(

I want to finish it as soon as possible... =(

and...

I hate referencing!

REST OF MY LIFE-BRUNO MARS ft. PHILIP LAWRENCE

Everyday I wake up next to an angel.

More beautiful than words could say.

They said it wouldn't work but what did they know?

Cause years has passed and we're still here today.

Chorus:

Never in my dream, did I think that this would happened to me.

As I stand here before my woman,

I can't fight back the tears in my eyes.

Oh How could I be so lucky?

I must have done something right.

And I promise to love here, for the rest of my life.

Seems like yesterday when she first said , 'Hello.'

Funny how time flies when you're in love.

It took us a life time to find each other,

It was worth to wait, cause I finally found the one

Back to chorus.

This is the song that accompanied me to say HELLO to DECEMBER !

It's December now, it's the last month for us in 2010 and be ready to kiss goodbye 2010.

Well, it is also the prefect time to review your personal goal in 2010 and plan a new goal in 2011.

I had three goals in 2010;

1.Keep fit

2.Smile more =D

3. Get a gorgeous boyfriend.

AND, only the first two goals are achieve. hahhahaha...

But I am happy though at least two is achieved. I can't force myself to accomplish the last goal. Because good thing are worth to wait. Am I right?

Plus, for me I have to enjoy my single life right now. Because I plan to marry young. HAHA.

Let's see how things go before I could finally make my decision. When I was 15 I told myself to get married at 26. And now when I am 18, I told myself to get married at 23. LOL!!!!!!

It's crazy I know. But...... well, at least this is my plan. Where-there it's going to go as I plan or not it's another problem to think about.

The song above is sung by Bruno Mars. He always have great song. I wonder why?

I want my future husband to propose me using thing song, in the middle of beach and wedding ring! PERFECTO!

All right, don't think too much. What I need to concentrate now is my essay. I need to finish everything by this week. B'cause next week I'm gonna be busy.

I need to accompany my friends and you. though approximately, each of you only take me one day. I can't wait to see you soon! =))

My Christmast and also birthday present from God! hahaha.

Life is great so far, especially when superlady is in waiting!

LOT'S OF HUGS AND KISSES! MUACH!