ERW, je'taime

In life, there'll always be someone, a special person that you will meet.
A special person who changes your life, raises the standards, makes you feel you are yourself again.
A special someone who you want to be with so badly and will not let go even when he's not by your side.
Someone who has the potential to broke your heart or had broken your heart before. Despite everything he did, you'll just forgive and give in more, just to fight till the end in order to make sure the two of you will be alright till the end.
Because all you know is just to forgive and move on, in-regardless how dark their past is and how bad they treated you.
All because you believe, they did it for a reason. And all you can do is just forgive and move on with this special person.

He, someone who broke the walls that you built and see through you no matter how many layer of make up you used.
Someone who loves you for who you are and at the same time, fitting in to your life.
Someone who will do anything for you, just to make sure you are alright, just to make sure that u're happy.
This someone, who make you feel like you're worth fighting and waiting for.
He is someone that who can't answer your question on why he loves you so much.
Someone who can do nothing but just sit and look into your eyes, and when you ask them what's wrong,they'll only smile and replied,'Nothing wrong.'
But you can see how much u mean to him, through that eye.
You don't know what you did to make him feel that way aside from being yourself, which makes you feel so comfortable and safe when he is by your side.
Maybe because you can feel his sincerity and you know he appreciate you more than any other man will do.


Before everything went dark, all you can think about is him.
When his name is the first name you remember when u are happy, sad, depress, excited, tired, scared, simply his name appear in your mind and heart every second.
When he is larger than life to extend, he is the reason for that smile on your face.
When he is also the reason you are alive, again.
When he is the reason of everything and every steps you take in your life.
When he is the reason that you finally realize, how much you are in love and how much he mean for you.


Right now, because of this someone your life changed.
Your plans and views changed.
When you start to included him in every of your plan and thoughts.
When your life is no longer about you, but it's you and him.
When you want to be someone better just for him.
And when everything is no longer important if you don't have him by your side.

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This is when you are in love, when you find someone that you know is right for you.
Given to the countless years and peoples that you've meet. But still, there's something called love and care bring the two of you together.
Life is always hard for two who are in love and fated.
Because this is what the two have to have so that they realize how much they meant for each other.
So that they appreciate each other more than anything.
And when they passed all the obstacles in their life, before they can finally be together again,
That's when the perfect moment in their life begins.

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And now that I've finally meet this someone again in my life,
I no longer want to lose it, not a chance.
I'll be as brave and strong as a lion to face whatever milestones in front of us. =)
I love you Edrick Reinaldo Wijaya. <3