I am not in the mood

Where can I find the subject

So that you will not reject?

It is a hard time for me

Which I don't want it to be.

May I go away form this?

But I don't want to dismiss?

I want to learn something new,

Where I can find it in you.

I am leaving for lion city soon! :)
Good to be back there is good.. cause I need a little escapism..
But what I am scared about is, the interview.. hmm.. what will they ask n stuffs..

kthx bye!