October flies...
I remember on 1st October I was still waking up in Singapore, still shopping and spend my very last day eating macaroons.
I tried the two shops that Sarah recommended, TWG and Anntoneite
I like both and I still love Canele.
Mama, she is never in love with pastries so, she doesn't really enjoy the macaroons, but she loves both of their environment.
And I know she'll go back there someday, when we're back to Singapore.
So, now it's almost 17th October and the next thing I know is, I've been back in Medan for about 2 weeks.
Many things had happened in this October, be in family,myself or the world.
Just in this 17 days of October, I learn more lesson about life.
A deeper lesson I should say which makes me agree with Gossip Girl quote in S05E02

'Maybe it's not blood bonds that makes us a family.Perhaps it's the people who know our secrets, and
love us anyway; so we can finally be ourselves.
(Gossip Girl)

But, this doesn't mean, I can ditch my family away. :P
Still, no matter how they disappoint me, they are my family. They'll still get my attention and my care. Cause no matter what I was, am and will be part of them. :)
As I grow, I learn that people and environment always change according to the things and events that happened in the world.
Just take recent account as an example, the royal wedding of Prince William and Princess Katherine.
Everyone is watching it and it's happening. Every eyes were on the wedding gown and as the result, many has made a similar copy of it.
For those people who were unaware of these couple before, are now aware of them.
They are now, IT couple who you'll see in your magazine monthly.
Kate is now one of the fashion icon who magazine editors will always pick as reference.
Well, of of this never happened before they are married.

Changes is happening around me and within me too.
I am adapting new working environment, new students, new friends and stuffs.
There are things that I know I have to adapt but will never be able to adapt too, like accepting the fact that Edrick and I have to be in ldr,for I don't know how long.And still I have to make things work for both of us.
Family change, when close family, become a little bit separated because of they wish to gain their own personal interest. Life is all about changing.
The only matter is how good are u in coping with this changes.
People change, you change. But what makes it work is when you all came together, both of you can fill in the gap and awkwardness with laughter, experiences and joy, then life will be so much brighter.