Thursday, December 22, 2011

Katharine McPhee - It's Not Christmas Without You



This Christmas again, my loves one is far away from me.
This time round is worst. He's in US and I am stuck in Medan. :(
Next year will be even worst, I guess..
I just don't dare to imagine and think about it too much.
This long distance thing is scaring and killing me sometimes.
I am dying cause of it too..
I don't even have any Christmas spirit. All I can think of is Edrick Edrick and Edrick.
True that mom is here, it makes life and christmas so much better compare to Edrick's Christmas.
But, it's just something is missing. Or I rather said someone is missing.
I don't have to wonder if he's thinking of me or not. because I know he does.
So do I.
I just wish, this distance can be shorter or else, it won't bring any conclusion but an end to our relationship.
Because it's impossible to meet up, we seldom go online or phone call.
I know the feeling is there, but everything is just so dead isn't it?
We'll get tired or I should say we're tired with this condition, and we might choose to set each other free.
I am just wondering, will our life be better if we're not together now.
Well, at least we don't have to have the missing each other feeling.
I just wish, the distance could be shorter, and time zone could be the same.
That, would be enough...



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