MERRY CHRISTMAS!

YES! A Merry Christmas to all of you around the world from ME, JojoTheHero!
Nothing much about this year Christmas except for great christmas eve dinner and church. A ritual that I practice every year with family and will practice in the future.
But if this year Christmas is a bit different where I got to skype with lovely boyfriend while dong X'mas countdown! :D
My Christmas will be a better day if he's around. Yeah! I miss him very much. I do.
Well, at least my Christmas is a lot better than his, because I still have family around.

Spending my lonely December alone, it suddenly brings me back to last December.
It was when I meet Edrick again. Last December was a good one, because I got to spend it in JB, held a mini Christmas concert at Music Clinic with friends and spend it with Jooen and Michelle in SG for few days and back to Medan only 3 days before Christmas.
Then a post Christmas bbq at Ferdisa's which brought together me and Edrick once again.
If that time, I refuse to come, I won't meet him. And my sole purpose to join was because I had a feeling I'll meet him there, given to the list of guests invited. :P
I was happy to finally see him again, he's doing good and fine. And he's still the old him. :) The old him who care for others and when he's hurt no one realize it. But me, is also being me, always make sure he's not out of my sight but at the same time, make sure he doesn't notice my care. Why am I acting that way? I don't know.Mainly because I was too shy. Never came across my mind that we're still so close like we used to be and the feeling is just great! :D
What shock me is that his feeling for me is still there after all this time. And it even surprise me when we finally got back together on 1st day of 2011.
Last December was just cool. It'll be more perfect if I wasn't that cool and letting my pride gets into my true feelings which was to spend my new year eve with Edrick.
Never mind, we can always spend it later, coming years. :D I am sure, we will,together. :)