it's already the 10th day of December...
And....... doesn't look like December has done something good to me.
Mama is away and life is basically dead here. Then Edrick is busy with his final, so I guess, I just want to stay away from him a bit, just so he could concentrate n focus on his study.
Well, staying away doesn't mean we are not contacting each other. It's just, less often.
I MISS HIM, very much. :(
I wish I could see him again very soon.. But very soon could be 1 or 2 more years.. but what to do.. :(
I will just have to accept this fact.
Anyway.... as long as we're still seeing each other later on as a boy-girl friend, I don't care. :) I just want to enjoy everything with him!
I know Christmas is almost here, but I see no sign of Christmas at all in Medan.
No street decorations or any big celebration for it. :(
But some big shopping malls are putting some effort in making this Christmas happening.
I wonder how my Christmas gonna be. Another lonely Christmas without boyfriend around.
Only this time is similar to what happened to me in Christmas 2007, where I am in relationship, but boyfriend was in Singapore. Or I should say, just reach there. And now it's happening again in Christmas 2011. What funny is, I still got the same boyfriend from 2007 who's not spending Christmas with me, after that 4 years of break..
I don't know and not sure how I spent the 4 years Christmas single. Well, last Christmas was not really single. Maybe some blur stuffs going on between me and someone else. But it's just another history written on my life. :)
10 bad days of December, I just wish from the 11th, I can have a good n great December.
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