JOJO THE HERO

Louboutin on ur feet? nice one.

2012-01-29T22:43:00.000-08:00

That was what I heard from a young stylo lady sitting next to me on the plane on my way back from SG to MES on 2010 December.

I smiled and told her, it's not Louboutin. Then she answered me, then it must be Steve Madden. I told her is it.

I was wearing my Steve Madden Carrysa glitter. At that time, it was the hits. As a shoes lover or specifically high heels lover, of course I would love to have it.

And as Louboutin, I never planned to have one before. I know it for its red platform. But never eye one for myself. But after that flight, I decided to aim one. Mom of course won't want to get me one. Because I only want heels and I don't want any flats.

She hates it when I wear heels and she'll start all her knowledge about how bad is heels for us.

I know she cares about me but I love heels.. I love them.. They're my life.

I used to love them because they make me look tall and slim. Given to I am naturally just 161cm and I had a quite huge tight. So heels helps a lot it making it slender. But now, I found it boost my confidence too and of course it helps in making me feels sexy! :D

My wish right now is to own a pair of Louboutin on my 21st birthday. That'll be the right time.
They say, there's always a time for everything isn't it? :)

When role model speaks up,

2012-01-17T06:17:00.000-08:00

Oh yes! Everybody know her, she's Doutzen Kroes, a beautiful and sweet boomshell from Victoria Secret!
AND oh yeah! She's my role model aside from my mama. :)

I love her from the first time I saw her on VS fashion show 2009.
She's sexy but yet she's not the skinny girl next door. I, myself, I know I do not have the skinny and naturally slim body like my mama. I work so hard to be what I am today. I am rather athletic with healthy curves all around. She's someone I look up to, because she is the type of girl that model industry claim 'big' because she has the healthy curves.
I adore how she still enjoy life and still have brilliant career or else how can she be VS angel? :)
And also being one of the top earning model in the world? Am I right?

Well,she's actually better than me. I do starve myself for awhile. Like for few days.
But then now, I decide to eat moderately now after I loses all the fats that I have and I want to keep on exercise. But I hope I can keep track on my exercise, because with my insomnia (cause by my anxiety and worry and thinking of Edrick like every minute and second. which I know he won't.) I normally don't feel good every time I wake up. I can conclude that I don't think I sleep every night.
sigh.. sigh.. I stay up late just to hope I could talk more and share more with Edrick. Because he's busy, he seldom has time for me. He got school work, family, friends and gym to attend to and my slot are the few minutes and seconds. So I got to make use of every minute and second. Though it's very tiring, but worth trying... I know someday I'll get tired, when that day come, just decide what else can I do.

rain pouring...

2012-01-14T09:19:00.000-08:00

It's mid-night here,I'm still wide awake...
I have nothing in particular to post, but one thing for sure,
I was so happy yesterday,because finally
Received the letter of offer from Northumbria university for their
Last year in advertising n media.
Well, currently waiting for the one from Bournemouth University.
I hope l'll get good news from them too.
I'm still not sure where go,but sure I I have to choose one.
I was thinking to discuss it with Edrick,but doesn't seems the right time.
He's so busy with his study. I guess, I'll just have to decide it myself.
I bet, Shiy

Lately, I had been gloomy, still gloomy though.
I bet cause of lonely.
And today I found out,my dearly brother bear is also lonely.
He makes me realize that I am not the only one in this world that feels this way.
He's worst than me actually, he has no one to share with.
I still have few god friends to share things with. Lucky me.
I chatted with brother bear he told me, he doesn't know his life purpose.
He makes me starts to think, what is my life purpose too.. Do I have one?
I think I have, my purpose is to have a happy complete family, purpose is to make mom proud to have me as her daughter. Sounds simple eh, but the journey into making this purpose come real is difficult.
Taking this opportunity, I want to thank sister Shinying and dearest Keny!
I forgot that I actually still got you guys to share even when the whole world is turning their back on me. :)
Thank you Sister for always be my best bbm partner! :D I miss you sister Shinying!
good thing about you sister, you sleep late! I always have insomnia, I can turn to you! :p

even if the sky get rough

2012-01-09T08:29:00.000-08:00

Things happened.
We say sorry very often.

We cry much.

Misunderstanding happened.

Life is never easy, we know it.

Life is about up and down.

Sometimes, I lost my temper, you lost your patient.

But at the end of the day, when we sit and think about it...

We'll laugh on how fool we are. :)
We know we're worth it....

But one thing for sure, I won't give up on us, even if the sky get rough.

God knows we're worth it. :D

you'll love me at goodbye

2012-01-08T05:11:00.000-08:00

I don't know why this kind of feeling strikes me, but hell yeah I am feeling so lonely.
Sitting next to my room's window and watching the sky changes its colour and I was counting and looking back, what did I miss in life and what have did wrong so that I am feeling like this right now.
I don't know what I miss, because people are keeping things close to themselves.
How can I know what I missed?
Sometimes I ask myself, is it only me, or is it because of me that people start to take me for granted?
My time, my care, my attention, they are all being taken for granted. I know that clearly.
And this dumb me, still give in so much for others.
sigh... I just wish that someday, there'll be someone who'll appreciate my time, care and attention. Won't take it for granted at all. And will give me more than I gave.
Because sometimes , I realize, it's cool to be selfish, and too fool to be a good person.
I think I am selfish enough right now.
But it seems like, the world and people themselves is getting worse and so I should also follow the swift.
I learn that at the end of the day, non of your friends or anyone near you will care about what you're up to, how you are doing or how you're feeling.
If you're good, they'll come close to you ; when they needed you, they'll be just right next to you.
But when you needed them, when you tell them how you feel and when you want to talk to them about how you're doing.... they're no longer there, they are busy with their stuffs.
And yet I am all alone thinking of will they be alright after what had happened? how are they now? what are they up to now?
I am tired of thinking about others. Can I just think about myself, be selfish and left everybody behind just like how they did to me for awhile?
Because I know, they'll only love me at goodbye....

2012-01-07T11:04:00.000-08:00

I am so in love with this action movie! Like very very in love and I rate it 10 thumbs up! more if I can.
And yes! The avatar's lady is back! Now she's back with some actions!!!!!
I love her act in this movie. She's so 'in' to it! BRAVO casting team! :D
Not only her actually, I love every single character that's in this movie! damn it!
And what's best is, I love how this time, the minority ethnic plays as protagonist and the used to superior plays the antagonist. But given to the number, if I were to compare, only few antagonist plays by whites, there are still minor ethnic plays as the antagonist. Well, the whites maybe took up the position as supporting rules. So it's kind of balance in some certain view. :)
And I smell strong feminism here! Radical feminism! uh.....

Story line wise, for some, it might be some cliche story line.
Which actually is quite cliche. But if you look the other way round, how it ends and how every cases leads to another case... hmmm, it's something isn't it?

I love how the way this movie is being carefully edited and shoot.
The chosen frames and footage are just perfectly fit and I like the way how clean the 'cut' is. Every actions were being shoot clearly that I can follow it nicely. You know, normally action movie's action are everywhere.
And sometimes we can hardly follow every action. But in this movie, I promise you, yes! You know clearly what action is going on!
And I am just so in love with the ending. It was just great!
It leaves me hanging, yet not hanging. But the feel is just there!
I am so going to watch it for the second time! :D
Have a great first weekend in 2012 peeps! I spend mine....... er....... alone,lonely,gloomy.
But I guess.... you peeps out there will have a good one! :D

Happy Anniversary, Edrick! :)

2012-01-01T11:09:00.000-08:00

Dear Edrick!
Happy anniversary to both of us! :)
Looking back, there are so many sweet and bitter memories created in the year of 2011.
And we are and will create more of them and make our relationship a fruitful one!
I am glad that we finally found our way back to each other.
Taking this chance, I would like to thank you for colouring my 2011 and make ma a better person.
Though I know, we have to face long distance for quite sometimes and things will be a lot harder than before. But like we said before, we will make things work this time. So, I know, we will be able to greet each other happy new year and happy anniversary next year, next next year,every year. :D
I HEART YOU , BOY! :D

Happy New Year peeps!!

2011-12-31T05:05:00.000-08:00

Greeting to everyone from ME! :)
Yeah! It's another year already.
How had 2011 treat you all???
As for me, 2011 has been good and bad at the same time. ;D
I am able to fulfill my 2011 resolution.
I got a hot good boyfriend, I end 2011 year at the weight of 53kg,and one more resolution..... er....
Well, count it as I fulfill all..
Having someone else in the start of the year is super cool and excited at the same time. :)
Many great things like finishing Higher Diploma in this year, making new circle of friends and
at the same time drawing gap for some old buddies.
Aside from school and friends experiences, I also had a great working experiences like working as a teacher! :)
There had been sad moment in 2011 too, like farewell and good byes.
But some good bye is a must and it is actually a good bye that will bring a brighter hello.
A good bye for a brighter future who would stop others especially their loves one from doing so?
some goodbye is a farewell forever, and we shall see each other again when time allows, maybe 5 years or more. farewell friends.
Well, basically, love,family,school and work wraps up my 2011.
I should say, it's a furious and fruitful 2011.
Thanks to you all for filling in my 2011.

2012 resolutions:
-shall keep fit, and tone up more!
-be a good daughter and girlfriend.
-love myself! :)

Wishing everyone have a wonderful,fruitful and fantastic year in 2012!!!
I love you all! ;)

what goes up must come down

2011-12-27T22:48:00.000-08:00

I know a girl, a girl who always seeks for attention from everyone.
because she knows, no one put her first, except her parents.
no matter how hard and good she tried, she'll always come second in everybody's thought.
That girl once told me, she's tired of being everybody second choice and second thought.
She asked me what should she does to make herself at least someone first choice.
Well, I don't know how to answer her,because I am never anyone first choice except my parents too.
I pity her for being so lonely and lack of attention and care. But why so sad when we still have our parents? :)
I should just tell her, don't bother about others first. Someday, I am sure both of us will find at least someone who'll put us first, on top of everything.
And when that day come, those who let us down every time, will realize we no longer there trying hard for them.
My dear friend,someday,someone will appreciate us the way we want and the way we deserve it.
Don't you worry.
I believe in that. and both of us will be lucky enough to see people around us regret of what they've done. :)
Happy New Year, friend! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2011-12-26T22:04:00.000-08:00

YES! A Merry Christmas to all of you around the world from ME, JojoTheHero!
Nothing much about this year Christmas except for great christmas eve dinner and church. A ritual that I practice every year with family and will practice in the future.
But if this year Christmas is a bit different where I got to skype with lovely boyfriend while dong X'mas countdown! :D
My Christmas will be a better day if he's around. Yeah! I miss him very much. I do.
Well, at least my Christmas is a lot better than his, because I still have family around.

Spending my lonely December alone, it suddenly brings me back to last December.
It was when I meet Edrick again. Last December was a good one, because I got to spend it in JB, held a mini Christmas concert at Music Clinic with friends and spend it with Jooen and Michelle in SG for few days and back to Medan only 3 days before Christmas.
Then a post Christmas bbq at Ferdisa's which brought together me and Edrick once again.
If that time, I refuse to come, I won't meet him. And my sole purpose to join was because I had a feeling I'll meet him there, given to the list of guests invited. :P
I was happy to finally see him again, he's doing good and fine. And he's still the old him. :) The old him who care for others and when he's hurt no one realize it. But me, is also being me, always make sure he's not out of my sight but at the same time, make sure he doesn't notice my care. Why am I acting that way? I don't know.Mainly because I was too shy. Never came across my mind that we're still so close like we used to be and the feeling is just great! :D
What shock me is that his feeling for me is still there after all this time. And it even surprise me when we finally got back together on 1st day of 2011.
Last December was just cool. It'll be more perfect if I wasn't that cool and letting my pride gets into my true feelings which was to spend my new year eve with Edrick.
Never mind, we can always spend it later, coming years. :D I am sure, we will,together. :)

Katharine McPhee - It's Not Christmas Without You

2011-12-22T23:28:00.000-08:00

This Christmas again, my loves one is far away from me.
This time round is worst. He's in US and I am stuck in Medan. :(
Next year will be even worst, I guess..

I just don't dare to imagine and think about it too much.
This long distance thing is scaring and killing me sometimes.

I am dying cause of it too..
I don't even have any Christmas spirit. All I can think of is Edrick Edrick and Edrick.

True that mom is here, it makes life and christmas so much better compare to Edrick's Christmas.

But, it's just something is missing. Or I rather said someone is missing.

I don't have to wonder if he's thinking of me or not. because I know he does.

So do I.

I just wish, this distance can be shorter or else, it won't bring any conclusion but an end to our relationship.

Because it's impossible to meet up, we seldom go online or phone call.

I know the feeling is there, but everything is just so dead isn't it?
We'll get tired or I should say we're tired with this condition, and we might choose to set each other free.

I am just wondering, will our life be better if we're not together now.
Well, at least we don't have to have the missing each other feeling.

I just wish, the distance could be shorter, and time zone could be the same.

That, would be enough...

VanNess 吳建豪《有你在》原版MV

2011-12-17T08:43:00.000-08:00

太多话哽在我胸怀
too much words stuck in my heart
太倔强不要你陪伴
too stubborn that I refuse you to accompany me
来不及证明的未来
the future that i couldn't prove in time
会在哪为了我等待?
where could it be waiting for me?

有你在牵手就能取暖
with you here, holding hands can give me warmth.
有你在拥抱就能勇敢
with you here, embracing you give me courage.
如果时间倒转有你在
if I could turn back time,
你不喜欢的我会改
with you here, I'll change all things that you don't like.
有你在平凡就不平凡
with you here, ordinary become extraordinary.
有你在遗憾就能美满
with you here, regrets become bliss.
如果生命重来我坦白
if life can start over, I'll be honest,
你会懂我的爱
and you will understand my love.

当秘密被真心揭开
When secrets revealed by sincerity
当伤害我全都明白
When it hurts, I completely understand
带回来回忆和期待
it brings back memory and anticipation
只有你不能被替代

you are the only one that's impossible to be replace

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Recently, I just finished a Taiwan drama, Material Queen.
It was a drama played by Vanness Wu, no doubt that I am his fans since he first joined entertainment world in a famous Taiwan boyband, F4.
Back then I was only primary5. And I am crazy over this 6pack guy!
PROVEN! That I am muscle lover.. :D

Back to the drama!
It's a worth watching drama.
At least, it taught us (especially material girls out there), money is not everything. Youshould find a true love that will cheer u up at anytime at any situation. But life never promise you it'll be smooth always.
There'll also be ups and down. Being wealthy enough to full-fill your luxury needs won't promise you for easy life. It will be harder than you think.
Trust me, I've been there, I am there. It's more tiring that being normal.
Aside from that, it also remind us not to underestimate or look down on others.?
Because....
Keep in mind, the world is a sphere, what goes around;comes around.

Apparently, the song I posted above is one of the soundtrack from the drama.
Look through the lyric carefully, it is so well written. I love it very much!
plus! The singer is also by Vanness! :)
It's my lullaby, my fun time song, my sad song, should just name it, every moment song.
The feel there!
Hope you'll all like it too!

Needing the Christmas mood.

2011-12-10T22:37:00.001-08:00

OMG....
it's already the 10th day of December...
And....... doesn't look like December has done something good to me.
Mama is away and life is basically dead here. Then Edrick is busy with his final, so I guess, I just want to stay away from him a bit, just so he could concentrate n focus on his study.
Well, staying away doesn't mean we are not contacting each other. It's just, less often.
I MISS HIM, very much. :(
I wish I could see him again very soon.. But very soon could be 1 or 2 more years.. but what to do.. :(
I will just have to accept this fact.
Anyway.... as long as we're still seeing each other later on as a boy-girl friend, I don't care. :) I just want to enjoy everything with him!

I know Christmas is almost here, but I see no sign of Christmas at all in Medan.
No street decorations or any big celebration for it. :(
But some big shopping malls are putting some effort in making this Christmas happening.
I wonder how my Christmas gonna be. Another lonely Christmas without boyfriend around.
Only this time is similar to what happened to me in Christmas 2007, where I am in relationship, but boyfriend was in Singapore. Or I should say, just reach there. And now it's happening again in Christmas 2011. What funny is, I still got the same boyfriend from 2007 who's not spending Christmas with me, after that 4 years of break..
I don't know and not sure how I spent the 4 years Christmas single. Well, last Christmas was not really single. Maybe some blur stuffs going on between me and someone else. But it's just another history written on my life. :)

10 bad days of December, I just wish from the 11th, I can have a good n great December.

a fresh start

2011-12-05T23:52:00.001-08:00

In 3 more weeks, we'll be waving good bye to 2011.
Looking back, year 2011 has been a wonderful, marvelous and at the same time complain year for me.
Many good things had happened so far, same goes to bad things.
Around this time, let me take a look if my resolution are all full-filled?
Well, I got a hot and smart boyfriend, I keep fit and manage to lose 6 kg towards the years last but not least, being myself.
hmm.. for the last resolution, I am not sure if I have reach it.
I am only myself when I am with certain people. Like with mom, edrick, roomie, keny, sister ssy and some few close friends.
So, I guess that does not really fully achieve.
This 2011, has been a great year for me because all of my friends played a part in colouring it.
It has also been a hectic and stuffy year because of bad life experiences which shape me to what I am today.
Despite all that's happening, I'm glad I'm still living. :)
Many things have change, nothing remians the same.
I change a lot too... I realize that. Just I don't know am I changing to a better one
Or someone worse.. :(

Lost in December.....

2011-12-04T10:22:00.001-08:00

Others might have snow in December, love in December, Santa and X'mas in December...
Where as me, I loosing myself in December.
I don't know where the cheerful, happy, funny Novia gone...
This few days of December had not really been a good day for me.
Overall, it is actually a good day for everyone else. I am having good time too. But why am I feeling sth is missing?
I thought I was too bored staying at home, I find some activities like extending my ballet and skipping time, and I start on a little website project of my own. And now my friend is asking for my help to polish up his work.
Still, I feel sth is missing.. :(
Mama is being so kind that she listen to me bragging I am bored, down, sad bla bla bla everyday.
Soon, she'll be on her business trip again. Boyfriend is busy with his study...
Wonder who should I turn to when I am not feeling well. Hmm....
Maybe my doggie. She does a good job of it! :D
I should figure out what is wrong with me.

At times, I am asking myself, am I being to kind n easy to others that they just take me for granted?
Why I feel like everyone is telling a lie, everyone is using me??
I no longer know the truth out there. I guess, I should start to be a good liar, not a bad actress like I am now.
Why everybody leaves when I need them and come back only when they need me?
But why when I am doing the same, I feel uneasy?
OH! How I want to just escape from this good good mind of mine and just be someone who everyone is being, since no one is appreciating this act of mine.
I just want a break from everything that's going on..
I need a escapade from everything...
Though I know, it'll only worsen my thoughts and won't improve the situation...
BUT..........

The month of peace,bless,care,hope and grace...

2011-12-01T21:08:00.001-08:00

HOLA DECEMBER!
OMG.. DECEMBER I'M IN LOVE!
I've been waiting for this month for 11 months and finally, December is here.
True that I love December more than my birth month. Simply because I love the feel of Christmas!
The decoration, snow, songs and the festive itself.
Cross my finger and hope the rest of my December day will be great!
Because my 1st day of December is not any good.. So many disappointed things happened.
Well, still life is not that bad..

Last November was my last day of working as a teacher..
I stop teaching already because of some minor dispute happen between school admin and my mom.
So she asked me to stop teaching!
I miss my students very much.. :(
They are both angels and devils to me. :P
But I manage to took picture together with them..
It was such a good memory to ever have them in my life, in my 2011 life.
I thankful for such opportunity and experience that not everyone could get.
I learn to understand 19 kids psychology at the same time, understand their wants and needs
and at the same time, how to make sure everyone is happy enjoy my lesson but also improving.
It was not an easy task to make sure they like you and also respect you at the same time.
I love them and I care a lot about them. I know they are especially seeking for my attention than from other teachers.
They can play with me after class but in the class, they quite respect me.
Most teachers there know that they like me very much. Teachers there often said, 'Novia, those P1 kids, like you very much, especially Sky and Clifton. You are more like their sister than their teacher.'
OMG.. is that a compliment or? hahaha!
I know they treat me special, though at times they give me problems... But at the end of the day, I couldn't blame them. I still loves them. and believe it or not, I wish to see them again..
They are cutie little smart monsters of mine! :D
I cherish the one and a half months given to me to spend it with them. :) Thanks God for it!

broken but still holding on....

2011-11-23T10:22:00.001-08:00

Sometimes, when you come to the lowest point of your life, you wish that when you wake up,
you are someone who you want yourself to be.
There are times when I am like that too..
I sometimes wish, I am those girls who study business, accounting, marketing, management and not mass communication.
I wish I am a girl who loves to go to saloon, can't live without fashion, those good looking girl with ideal weight who looks good in wearing anything.
Sometimes, I wish I have a long sleek hair which makes every girls jealous of me every time when they see me.
I wish I am smart and loving and kind at the same time. You know.. those the type of dream girl that every guys want to be with and every girls want to be.
I wish I am those girl, not just girl but the real girl who can look so girly and yet still can be so strong and smart and at the same time, girl that guys want to protect.

Well.... from all the things that I mention above I am non of them.
I am not smart, not pretty nor cute, not fun, not brave, not a girl that guy would want to protect, not a girl who's willing to spend her whole day in saloon.
This is life isn't it? it never goes with what you wish.. Everything just happen to like what it is design to be.
But to think about, I am still lucky cause I have many friends that I know still care about me when I am feeling down. :)
Thanks!
I appreciate all of your time and existence all this while.
Thanks for making some time for me even you are all in the midst of sth. One of my friend even told me, if I am not stuck in my hometown, she'll cancel all her meeting and have an afternoon tea with me. what an adorable I have. :) I love you all!

BB posting!

2011-11-22T00:26:00.001-08:00

OMG!!!
I'm typing n posting this blog post through my blackberry 9900.
I can't do that on my Ipad. but how can do that here?
Guess,the answer is, I have made the right choice to choose BB9900.
I love you more BB!!!

FED UP

2011-11-17T09:24:00.001-08:00

I am seriously, honestly fed up!
Or maybe fed up is not the word.
I don't know what I am feeling now..
All I know is, everything went wrong.
I don't even know what went wrong.. But it's just everything went wrong..
Maybe nothing is wrong. Maybe it's just me!
ARGH! What's with me now!!!!
What's wrong with me???
stand,sleep,eat,chat,shop,work,study,drama series can't do anything to help me.
I feel like banging my head to the wall.. =="
This feeling.... I don't know how to describe..
But I really just wanna get over it!

another completed milestone

2011-11-16T10:34:00.001-08:00

Yesterday, I went to this Europe education event in my hometown.
It's the 3rd European education fair happening in Indonesia.
And apparently, this fair only took place in Jakarta and Medan. It's a big chance for me, I know!
So, yeah.. I managed to go with mama and I manage to find several good UK media school.
First of all, when we first enter this fair, it fully pack with the local Indonesian, I can hardly see a Chinese-Indonesian there. (I am not being racism here)
I am stating this because, normally it is Chinese-Indonesian that will go to this kind of fair. You know, it is a platform for them to show-off.
So, since this is fully pack with locals, so I believe there must be sth special about this events.
And hey it's true!This education fair is so far the best education fair that I've ever been to.
They had everything organize in a good way.
You know, stuffs like, general registration, media registration, EU scholarship desk, British council and moving on they have all the EU countries that participate in the fair, in an order. So, if you are interested in UK uni, just go to to UK section with all the UK flags around you, and if you're interested in Poland, France, German, Ireland, Cyprus, The Netherlands even Italy!
As for me, UK is of course , because mass comm, non other place in EU except UK.
Good thing about this fair is, you can find all the top universities in the countries and not those normal heard and seen universities. Maybe they are well known for their reputation and good stuffs.
It's my dream come true to enter such uni in UK.
As for mass commers, I don't have many choices. Only few universities offer media and communication.
But I found myself a potential uni. Top media uni in the country itself. Consider lucky eh.
As for the name of the uni,I want to keep it private first. Because application is in the process.
Soon, when they accept my application, then I shall said the name! :)

Life, it's another changes in plan. I used to hate making plan, cause it changes all the time.
But now, I enjoy the changes.Taking the fact that this is life I can't run away from changes.
This does not indicate that I love changes though. It still irritates me most of the time. :P
But what I can say is, I am adapting with it! :D

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

2011-11-14T06:23:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we promise someone forever but it doesn't work out that way>
Do you have the one that got away?

This video of Katy Perry has been the hit on my facebook wall this two days.
But I only got the chance to blog it today. Hectic schedule I have here.
And I am sick now I guess, my head is boiling hot...
So... I like this music video, as it which it just tells story. :)
Moreover it is powerful enough to sent message.

Well, head is boiling. nothing much to talk about.
And hey! Christmas is coming.. YAY!
Christmas gift from mom is here already, my newly baby blackberry.

learn today, earn tomorrow

2011-11-09T10:05:00.000-08:00

LIfe has been busy for me in this week..
I've been teaching for so many hours that I couldn't even count how many hours I've been working.
I wake up early in the morning everyday cause I have morning class to teach everyday. :(
And my day will normally ends at 2.15 . Still I could leave school after 2.15,cause I still have to do marking and some other paper work that I am not even sure what are they.
I manage to study some of my higher diploma stuffs though while waiting for driver. So, consider I manage my time in a quite okay way. And once I reach home, normally I'll just head to the kitchen and start eating then go to bed and sleep. Working whole day,drain all my energy.
Right now, I gotta prepare for their chinese semester paper. Lot's of work needs to be done.
I miss being a student. I'll never get bored of being a student. But, now, knowing the other side of the world is not entirely bad too. I gain experiences and respect that not everybody can gain.
So, I consider myself, LUCKY! ;)
I am glad I took this job, still some part of me complains. But I am glad that I really learn a lot. If today I am an intern, I'll see the world differently again. But today, I am working, in working life,everything is never as easy as students imagine. I never fancy working. Well, I used to but when I came to age 16, I start to dislike working world. Mainly because I just want to get married and work for myself or family.
And well, I start working now mainly because I don't want people to see me as someone who only know how to waste parents money.
I just want to be useful.
But good thing is, November pass with a blink of eyes too!
It feels like yesterday when I came back from my short gateaway, and now it's already 10th of November!
And good thing is, CHRISTMAS is on its way!
Oh, don't mention. My Christmas will be blue n lonely Christmas. I know it, it's predicted!
Also, new year is waiting for us! :D

Time has wings that.....

2011-11-06T09:50:00.000-08:00

most of the time, I got carried away..

Life had been treating me good last week and now I am back to the cruel reality.
Gotta start teaching again on Monday. :(
Life had been real good, but it was not really good when I don't get to see Edrick.
No matter how fun n happy I was, sth is just missing there.
True that friends made me laugh and they do care about me.. but the happiness is just not fulfill.

With all this happiness, I just wish Edrick will be here..
But I think if he's here, I won't see my friend that often. :P
I will spend more time with him..
Sometimes, I think there's nothing so bad with this ldr too.. We can build our own connection at different place and when we come back together, we can spend out time together again. :)
Isn't that bad after all.. What's bad is the sense of insecurities and worries and of course some jealousy when you heard that he is with some girls or bla bla bla.. haha..
Anyway.... yeah.. shall stop the whining. :)
December is on its way and Christmas is just around the corner!
*dancing on air* I love Christmas eve! For me December is the best month from of all..
I can't wait for Christmas already! :D

Let the music do the speaking.....

2011-11-03T18:19:00.000-07:00

all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow....
I have died everyday, waiting for you.
Darling don't be afraid I have love you for a thousand years.
I love for a thousand more.
Every breath, every hour has come to this.
All along I believed I would find you,
time has brought your heart to me, I have loved you for a thousand years.
I love you for a thousand more.

Sunshine November!

2011-11-01T09:54:00.000-07:00

I started my November by visiting my school and attended my former lecturer's lecture.
I was so excited being ex-student or I should say graduated student with a distinction in this module.
But when the lecturer asked me to shared my experience and my tips for them, I can't say any.
I just told them... I got it by my luck! :D
Not a bad way to start my November though.

Then, I meet up with Chelsea for movie!
In Time,by Justin Timberlake and Amanda.
It was a worth watching movie and a movie that failed me in guessing the ending of the movie.
The story line was just superb. I like the story line very much!
Interesting!
In time, reminds us how useful time is. Some people might have whole life time to do everything, but they never really appreciate those time. Where-as some other people, might not have enough time to do things that they wanted to, but they still work their very best till the end of their time.
Some people is looking for the second chance given, some people just have so many chances coming by them.
Some, busy chasing on their dream and they forgot about the time and in the end, time fails them.
Some know how much time is given for them and they manage to make a good use of the time.
And adapt the idea of, 'We can do a lot of things in one day.'
What ever it is, the conclusion of this story is TIME=MONEY

That's how they basically get paid in the movie, by time. Time is their currency.

What ever it is, this movie reminds me of Edrick.
Especially the last few days that we had.
We keep on counting the time, how many days left, how many hours left.
When I saw Justin and Amanda counting their time in the movie, it reminds me clearly how it was when we counted the time.. I know how it feels. I know it more that Justin n Amanda know it I bet.
Right now.. I am also counting the time, not the time to meet up with Edrick again, cause I know it's just a waste of time counting it.
I am counting for our 1st anniversary, I am waiting n hoping for it. But at the same time scared that day won't come for us to celebrate too..

Living my November with busy life yet empty and bored inside.

Happy November all! :)
Have a sweet one!

I am not in the mood

2011-10-29T09:37:00.000-07:00

Where can I find the subject

So that you will not reject?

It is a hard time for me

Which I don't want it to be.

May I go away form this?

But I don't want to dismiss?

I want to learn something new,

Where I can find it in you.

I am leaving for lion city soon! :)
Good to be back there is good.. cause I need a little escapism..
But what I am scared about is, the interview.. hmm.. what will they ask n stuffs..

kthx bye!

曹格-背叛

2011-10-25T09:20:00.000-07:00

This song, was never my favorite song.
I heard of this song when I was in Terrence's laoshi PK class.
I remember last time I was the only girl in the class and I am the only one who never heard of this song before.
I almost cried because of this song.
Terrence scolded me for learning so slow. I can't really grab the technique to sing this song properly.

Where the rest of my class mate were already acing, I was left behind.
But thanks to Terrence laoshi, he taught me patiently and never get tired of teaching me.
Always giving me everything that he can to help me.
And at last I know how to sing this song properly and somehow boost ahead from the rest of my classmate. :)
Even then, I never love this song.

I don't know since when I started to like this song.
And so I decided to share this song on my blog.
Enjoy!

Life as we know it

2011-10-25T08:09:00.000-07:00

It's been four months of my holiday.
Life has been great and not so great during my holiday.
July to early September holiday life revolves around Edrick and also my 19th birthday.
Aside from that, I don't want to care about anything at that time. Cause time to spend with Edrick is just too short and he's leaving to States. I don't know when I will be able to spend time together with him after all.
Now, life after 10th September until now, revolves around me,home,ldr and lately my job and 19 little kids.
And now without realizing it, it's already November.
I know October pass away damn fast, but never come across my mind that it will be this fast.
Still the faster the better it is. cause this means, school gonna start soon and also mean ldr is somehow shorter too. :)
Life has been good and bad during this long holiday.
Still I am grateful for this holiday.
Cause during this holiday I learn a lot.
I learn about my family, learn a little bit about working life. (Well, this job still consider as simple job though).
Learn how to manage 19 different kids at the same time. Learn 19 different psycho and standard. They are just kids, easier to handle compare to 19 different adults.
Also learn more about mom and my big boy. And at the same time, I am learning to be someone better.
Without this long holiday, I won't be who I am right now and who I will be in the future.

Many conversation that I never thought I will had between mama and I, have slowly open my eyes on who she is now.
Her life,experiences and environment has change her into who she is today. And two things that I never knew before are; she somehow, like big boy very much and she is on his side. =="
And she's more supportive than I know she would be.
The other thing is, she knew I feel like as if I was so useless last few months before I got myself a job.
She never thought that I am useless, cause for her, it's ok if I don't work even after I graduate.
I know she makes me sounds like I am a girl who her parents keep from the world outside. Well, I am half of that girl already. Cause everywhere I go , she's always there. When I was in Miri studying, she spent almost 2 month with me there during my last semester. And as for being in Singapore, she's there almost every few months and spent few weeks there. Right now she's telling me, she plans to go UK with me too.
I hope she'll only come after I finish my study. :P
I don't mean anything! Cause if she comes after my study, that means we can go on Europe trip together. Isn't that better?

Well, I'd received quite a number of complains from my students.
Few about I write the wrong words for them and today I received another complain which is,
'Laoshi, my aunty said your exercise paper is too hard. not for primary 1.'
Omg.. I was so pissed off! I told him, the thing is I didn't ask you to do this at home, we do thing together in the class. So don't worry, exam will be so much easier!
I don't know how I manage to still smile n talk to him patiently. But I just did.
I am tired!!!! aaaaa!!!!!!
Well, but still I am thankful to have 19 of you in my life. :D

Mission Accomplish

2011-10-19T23:55:00.000-07:00

happy exam kids!

Yahoo!!
And done done done.. I am all done with my students primary 1 Chinese monthly assessment! :D
I hope I have prepare them well enough and I hope they work hard on this assessment too!
This monthly assessment paper had kill my free time and my tuition time. :(

I might sound so happy now. BUT! I am thinking and will face this problem (and I just faced it) ; MARKING!
I just wrote down the wrong mark for every section of their test! I am so DEAD!
=="
Wonder how am I going to mark it.. Maybe it's time to pick up some simple math..:D
Days had been hectic n tiring for me. It's like 24 hours is not enough for me.
Lately, flu virus is around the town and I think they visit me already.. I fall sick before those little kids do.
Lame... =='
going back to work! :D

PS:The greatest of the day is when you feel down, tired, everything went wrong, you can't concentrate with your work and you fall sick. When you are at your lowest, you got your sweet boyfriend far far away in US sent you a short clip of his voice singing ur fav song. Isn't that cool?
I have the sweetest boyfriend in the world! I love you Big Boy!!

19 years old, 19 little students to love!

2011-10-19T10:05:00.000-07:00

I can't believe myself, today is one week since I started working as primary1 Chinese teacher.
After one week, I start to pick up stuffs and start to adapt myself with them.
At the first 3 days, I was quite stress (not saying that I am not stress now). At first every time, I was about to enter the class, I feel sick and scared.
I always have tons of complains and thanks to Edrick. He's the only place I put every single details of my 'kids' shits. And apparently, his advises work well. THANK YOU! :*

Guess what?!
Yesterday, I received email from TMC, sending me application form for my LJMU course next year.
But knowing this is Indonesia and with all the work loads I have, I don't really go online. Cause once I am online, I am easily distracted with online stuffs.
So, this cause them have to phone me this afternoon, telling me to sent them their documents and come down for interview with Prof.Iqbal .
So, when I open up my email and downloaded the attachments... I found this....... (screenshot)

Sometimes, I just can't believe myself I am choosing this path way.
I mean, really..... I should just stay in Curtin and stay simple like I always did.
When I read through the application form, I was kinda shock. By next March, I am officially LJMU students.
And the feeling of seeing 'United Kingdom' on the application form is so different from seeing one from Singapore. :P

I saw this tumblr post on my friend's fb.
This friends of mine, as I know, he's not someone who'll post touching story like the tumblr post.
Maybe sth is going on or maybe things change on his side. I don't know and not sure too. Cause we were never close friend. :P
When I read through this post.... I was OMG. It's like so true..haha!
And I like it, so I 'took' it. =D

'we both lost each others'

Ciao! gotta go and finish up my stuffs..
I just wanna sleepppp... I am so tired.. :(

2011-10-17T02:46:00.000-07:00

October flies...
I remember on 1st October I was still waking up in Singapore, still shopping and spend my very last day eating macaroons.
I tried the two shops that Sarah recommended, TWG and Anntoneite
I like both and I still love Canele.
Mama, she is never in love with pastries so, she doesn't really enjoy the macaroons, but she loves both of their environment.
And I know she'll go back there someday, when we're back to Singapore.
So, now it's almost 17th October and the next thing I know is, I've been back in Medan for about 2 weeks.
Many things had happened in this October, be in family,myself or the world.
Just in this 17 days of October, I learn more lesson about life.
A deeper lesson I should say which makes me agree with Gossip Girl quote in S05E02

'Maybe it's not blood bonds that makes us a family.Perhaps it's the people who know our secrets, and
love us anyway; so we can finally be ourselves.
(Gossip Girl)

But, this doesn't mean, I can ditch my family away. :P
Still, no matter how they disappoint me, they are my family. They'll still get my attention and my care. Cause no matter what I was, am and will be part of them. :)
As I grow, I learn that people and environment always change according to the things and events that happened in the world.
Just take recent account as an example, the royal wedding of Prince William and Princess Katherine.
Everyone is watching it and it's happening. Every eyes were on the wedding gown and as the result, many has made a similar copy of it.
For those people who were unaware of these couple before, are now aware of them.
They are now, IT couple who you'll see in your magazine monthly.
Kate is now one of the fashion icon who magazine editors will always pick as reference.
Well, of of this never happened before they are married.

Changes is happening around me and within me too.
I am adapting new working environment, new students, new friends and stuffs.
There are things that I know I have to adapt but will never be able to adapt too, like accepting the fact that Edrick and I have to be in ldr,for I don't know how long.And still I have to make things work for both of us.
Family change, when close family, become a little bit separated because of they wish to gain their own personal interest. Life is all about changing.
The only matter is how good are u in coping with this changes.
People change, you change. But what makes it work is when you all came together, both of you can fill in the gap and awkwardness with laughter, experiences and joy, then life will be so much brighter.

Awesome trip with Awesome peeps!

2011-10-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

my fail attempt to climb the tree

US!

the roomie

Last Monday, my friends (Gracia,Mardiani,WW,Kiwanto) and I went for a trip to Berastagi.
Berastagi is a recreational hill which you can found in Medan. It is 2 hours away from the city.
Nothing much there, except for the hotel and the newly, not so new theme park, Hill Park.
Also some strawberry garden and the place that we went, Bukit Kubu.
Bukit kubu has got nothing aside from green meadow. What we can do there is basically sit on a mat and play with kites. Short of picnic.

I've been wanting to go to Berastagi since last few months. But thinking of it is the distance, I hesitate.
And this time, this bunch of my friends wanted to go there. So, I joined them..
We had fun and because I got home too late, things turn into disaster between me n mom.
Well, who cares. Everything is good now.

Btw... I start working now! Well, not really work as work. I am just teaching primary 1 Chinese.
Still, it's worth to try and good start to gain experience isn't it? :)
Kids.. They are hard to handle, it's true, but who cares.. Since I took this job already, I should find a way out of everything.
Last but not least, I am breaking down.

王力宏 Wang Leehom 依然愛你 Still In Love With You 官方完整版 Official MV

2011-10-07T18:17:00.000-07:00

Lyric:
一閃一閃亮晶晶

留下歲月的痕跡

我的世界的中心

依然還是你

一年一年又一年
飛逝僅在一轉眼
唯一永遠不改變
是不停地改變

我不像從前的自己
你也有點不像你
但在我眼中你的笑
依然的美麗

日子只能往前走
一個方向順時鐘
不知道還有多久
所以要讓你懂我依然愛你就是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情
到最後一定會
依然愛你

我依然愛你或許是命中注定
多年之後任何人都無法代替
那些時光是我這一輩子最美好的
那些回憶依然無法忘記

我依然愛你就是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情
到最後一定會
依然愛你

你每個呼吸每一個動作每個表情
到永遠一定會
依然愛你

Translation:

The twinkling bright lights,
are traces of the passing years
You are still,
the center of my world

One year after another,
time flies by in a blink of an eye
The only thing that remain unchanged,
is the fact that there will always be change

I'm no longer the same as before,
and neither are you
However, in my eyes, your smile
is still as beautiful as before

The days can only move forwards,
in one direction, following time
Not sure how much longer (we'll have),
so I have to let you know

I'm still in love with you,
there's no room for retreat
I still treasure
every minute and every moment of happiness
Your every breath,
every move,
and every expression
Until the very end, (I) will
still love you

I'm still in love with you,
maybe it's fated and destined to be
Even after the passing years,
no one can ever replace (you)
Those moments are the best I've had in my life
Those memories,
I still cannot forget

I'm still in love with you,
there's no room for retreat
I still treasure
every minute and every moment of happiness
Your every breath,
every move,
and every expression
Until the very end, (I) will
still love you

Your every breath,
every move,
and every expression,
until the very end, (I) will
still love you

October will be October

2011-10-06T00:31:00.000-07:00

October..
It's only the sixth day of October, yet so many things happened already.

On the 4th of October, my family welcome a new family member, my little cousin.

I was so happy cause just when I reach the delivery room, just about when she said 'Hello' to the world.
Congratulation to aunt Jun and uncle Jipau! :)
I heart my new little cousin very much! <3
I've been waiting for her birth since last time. If only her birthday is on 5th October, then it will be 1 month away from my birthday.
Still never mind, as long as she's here on the earth now. :)

Adelyn Nicola Lim

Next on happening in October,
the world again lost its greatest innovator, Steve Jobs.
Who on earth do not know him?
The great mind behind Apple. (Brought Pixar(used to be,The Graphics Group) in 1986 , become a member of the board of directors of the Walt Disney Company in 2006 after the merger of Disney and Pixar).
The brain behind Macintosh, Ipod,Itouch,Iphone and Ipad. Sure almost everybody own at least one of that.
The very basic thing to own is Ipod or maybe Ipad. It's the Apple generation. :)
Many people know Apple, only few loves it.
But, there was once, someone told me once you're an Apple users, you'll no longer want to go for others.

Personally, as a media student a found apple useful in movie editing and music making. (trying not to be bias on Apple).
But it true that Macintosh(Apple computer) has make my life so much easier when it comes to movie editing. :P
When I first choose my own laptop, mum offered me Mac Pro, but I rejected it, cause many said,
'The interface is so much different from windows and it's troublesome, hard to understand and bla bla bla.'
So, I rejected her offer and go for Windows.
Being in mass comm, I need to learn movie production and stuffs. So, I was introduce to Apple by my lecturer once again. I was kind of furious on how to use it. But, hey, I found it is actually super easy.
Not so complicated as what people in my environment think it is.
So, from there I decided to get one for myself too. :P
Well, I would love to have both Windows and Apple, but isn't that a bit of wasting?
I am not promoting Apple here, I am just sharing my experience.
I use every product that I found useful to me. So, once again I highlight, I am not being bias on Apple.

Apple logo used to be in rainbow colour
http://www.edibleapple.com/2009/04/20/the-evolution-and-history-of-the-apple-logo/

1998-present logo
http://www.edibleapple.com/2009/04/20/the-evolution-and-history-of-the-apple-logo/

FYI,
Apple first logo was the rainbow apple (1976-1998).
After Steve came back to the company in 1998, he then insist on changing the logo into the present logo that we know, the monochrome apple logo. :)
Whenever we see this bitten apple, it will remind us of him, great innovator in the capitalist age.

Luck counting, the end of birthday month

2011-09-30T09:22:00.000-07:00

Just a closing blog post before my birthday month end.
So, how's life treat you in this September, my dearly birth month?

Life on my side basically rough,tough!
I had a good opening on September.
I had a great birthday ever!
But, when it came to the middle of September.....
Everything changed,
I got to face ldr, more sleepless night on the go, not motivated at all, busy scouting for uni, and keep on re-planning my future.
Life ain't easy. It ain't easy to be 19 too... Many things revolve around you there's nothing you can do aside from going with the flow.
Being 19 and sick of planning. What a bad idea.
Well, aside from complains about September,
There're good things happened this month.
Like, being 19... (nothing really good though! but not bad)
then.... maybe a holiday in Singapore rather than being in Indonesia?
.... aside from that? I am still healthy and as strong as a lion?
I am still living a good life, I still have my family n friends around.
Well, I am grateful for every good things that happen to me. I can't really count them.
'Cause they're basically small things that normally, I won't notice.
but, given to the condition now, I know I am blessed! =D

Hello October!
may this month be a good month to every one of us!
And... happy birthday month to every October babies out there!

2011-09-27T21:27:00.000-07:00

I hope you are feeling this way

It Isn't Easy

2011-09-24T02:26:00.000-07:00

It isn't easy

being so in love with you

and not being able

to see you every day.

There are times when

I'd give anything just to be

able to gaze into your eyes

or hold you in my arms,

even for a few minutes.

I always feel incomplete,

like a part of me is missing,

when we're not together.

I know that, right now,

this is how things have to be,

but that doesn't make it

any easier to bear.

Every day without you

just reminds me of the joy

you add to my life.

joy that I'm missing... a lot.

So don't forget

that I love you,

that I'm thinking of you,

and that I'm counting every

minute until we're together again.

(Linda Lee Elrod)

I found this poem from Hallmark card that I saw yesterday in precious thots.
The poem is about love that is separated by distance.
Anyway, there are few cards for long distance love. But I found this similar with what I am struggling right now.
Feels like I'm half dead everyday..
I know I should live this way. I never been like this before, so it is kinda hard for me to find a way to pick up everything from the start.
Start everything from a scratch..
I just wish everything end as soon as possible...

Holiday worsen everything. If there's something to do, at least I don't have to have too much thinking or imagination about negative thoughts..
I want school to start as soon as possible too...
2012 seems so far away.. There are three months to go, and days seems so slow.
I may be wishing for 2012 now, but later on, I guess I will complain about 2012 again.. hmmm...
Human beings, they never satisfy with everything they have... am I right?

Happy 19th Birthday to me!

2011-09-20T01:01:00.000-07:00

pressie from Edrick!

My fav picture of the day!

Happy Birthday to me!

I received tons of wishes from my friends like Shinying, Peiling, Josephine, Keny, Amy, Gracia, Jooen. You name it! Most importantly, wishes from mom and boyfie! =)
Mom surprise was the greatest surprise I ever get from her.
She was acting like she doesn't are about my birthday and it broke my heart.
But, when it's 1 hour before my birthday, she surprise me with her present and wishes!
She's sooooo sweet! I'm happy cause I have such a sweet mama! =D

On the other hand, Shinying n Peiling sent me princess card and some hello kitty stuffs from Miri!
Like the post is fresh from Miri! =D
I really appreciate that! Thank you my sisters! Thank you!! =D
It's been my dream to receive birthday present from overseas. Don't you think it's cool?
Well, personally I haven't get the chance to see the present from them myself.
The parcel arrived just right when I am already in Singapore.
But, still I am so excited to see the present myself.

On this 19th birthday, I received many surprises.
One of them was surprises from Gracia and Michelle.
They surprised me when I first arrive Singapore.
They waited for me in the airport with a bronie cheese cake on Michelle's hand! =D
I blow another candles on the second day of my birthday! =D
But it's my lunar birthday, so counted as double birthday.

Last but not least, this year birthday, 19th birthday is a special birthday, because......
You are here with me, boyfie!
19th birthday become so special because you are around.
Everything seems so beautiful and perfect when I saw you on my birthday morning!
Words can't really express how happy I am on that day.
The flower, our last lunch in Medan in 2011, going to karaoke together, the great cake, great dinner, great view of the night in Medan, last but not least, thanks for being mine. =)
Never come across my mind, that you'll prepare such great birthday for me.
Though for others it might seems so simple, but for me it's wonderful!
Thanks darling!

waving goodbye as I laugh a hello

2011-09-14T01:55:00.000-07:00

I know it's kinda late to post this up.
Not so late though. He left on 10th, it's only 14 today. =P
Those are pictures that we took on the very last moment before he left for Seattle.
I know it's only 4 days. but it's like 2 years long.
I know I should stop whining, but I just can't. =(
I miss him so much. so much soooo much that every where I went, I'll just think of him.
I sound exaggerating, but this is how I feel, truly.

I know I can still see him after 10th September.
But it's just to hard for me to believe the fact that I'll have to be apart from him for awhile.
Especially when everything happen so fast. In just a blink!
I don't know what to say, but yea I miss him every second, moment.
Not to mention sleepless night and being at furious state all the time thinking about him.
I guess, I'll never find a way to get use of missing him.
I want 2012 to come faster. Cause at least on that year, there is a possibility for us to meet. ;D
Till then I bet, those are the last few pictures that we took in 2011.

Talk and Touch no One!

2011-09-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

A movie played by many well known actors and actresses in the movie industry, Contagion.
Today, I went out with Beatrice (my man sister) for movie. It's my first time meeting her. I'm so nervous and excited at the same time. =D
I don't know what should I do or say, awkward silence at first.
But, as usual I'll always try to break the ice, and I guess it worked out. I hope it did!
Cause we actually had a nice time together and hoping she'll like me =D
Well, I guess everything went on smoothly today.
We, planned to watch Cars2, but we end up watching Contagion, because we don't want to wait for another 2 hours.
So at first, we were quite excited.
But when the movie goes on for the first 10 mins.....
It's not the movie that I expect. I expect something more than this. But, okay..

......

The movie plays a lot with camera work like angle and also editing work.
But not much plot playing. Or maybe it's just me, who's quite understand how normally movie director and script-writer play with their plot.
What's best is when everybody in the story, are not connected to one another at first but, towards the end they are all connected.
Isn't life supposed to be like that? when something bad happen, then people are all connected.
This movie also adapted the classic starting and ending, in which the director play it with the time frame.
Story plot of this movie is not very much complicated, but with the good editing work like parallel editing and also the adaptation of silent movie, makes it interesting rather than boring movie.
I can say, I'm quite satisfied with the movie! =)
At least I don't have to watch it alone! =D

I did had a nice day today!

'This is just the beginning'

2011-09-11T08:48:00.000-07:00

Yeah.. That's what he told me when we had out first skype conversation! =)
omg.. I feel so happy!Flying on air!Dancing on air!
I truly and strongly agree with him, it's just the beginning.
I shall use the start instead of beginning. Probably because, it's still the first or two days of our ldr.
Sounds sad, I know. But this is the fact that we are facing!
Sometimes, I wonder if I could turn back the hands of time, will I give a go to this relationship, if I know I will have to be like this?
I guess I'l still give it a go. =) Cause, I had consider this ldr before I decided to say YES to him.
It's just, sometimes the situation is kinda hard.
Still, I will work on it. =D I've come so far and this is not the point where I should give up.
Things are working quite well right now. I hope it will too till the end of this ldr. =)
*I don't want to keep on doing ldr thing, I hate ldr. I want to stay close by his side....
I want him so badly! =)

ERW, je'taime

2011-09-09T10:10:00.000-07:00

In life, there'll always be someone, a special person that you will meet.
A special person who changes your life, raises the standards, makes you feel you are yourself again.
A special someone who you want to be with so badly and will not let go even when he's not by your side.
Someone who has the potential to broke your heart or had broken your heart before. Despite everything he did, you'll just forgive and give in more, just to fight till the end in order to make sure the two of you will be alright till the end.
Because all you know is just to forgive and move on, in-regardless how dark their past is and how bad they treated you.
All because you believe, they did it for a reason. And all you can do is just forgive and move on with this special person.

He, someone who broke the walls that you built and see through you no matter how many layer of make up you used.
Someone who loves you for who you are and at the same time, fitting in to your life.
Someone who will do anything for you, just to make sure you are alright, just to make sure that u're happy.
This someone, who make you feel like you're worth fighting and waiting for.
He is someone that who can't answer your question on why he loves you so much.
Someone who can do nothing but just sit and look into your eyes, and when you ask them what's wrong,they'll only smile and replied,'Nothing wrong.'
But you can see how much u mean to him, through that eye.
You don't know what you did to make him feel that way aside from being yourself, which makes you feel so comfortable and safe when he is by your side.
Maybe because you can feel his sincerity and you know he appreciate you more than any other man will do.

Before everything went dark, all you can think about is him.
When his name is the first name you remember when u are happy, sad, depress, excited, tired, scared, simply his name appear in your mind and heart every second.
When he is larger than life to extend, he is the reason for that smile on your face.
When he is also the reason you are alive, again.
When he is the reason of everything and every steps you take in your life.
When he is the reason that you finally realize, how much you are in love and how much he mean for you.

Right now, because of this someone your life changed.
Your plans and views changed.
When you start to included him in every of your plan and thoughts.
When your life is no longer about you, but it's you and him.
When you want to be someone better just for him.
And when everything is no longer important if you don't have him by your side.

.....

This is when you are in love, when you find someone that you know is right for you.
Given to the countless years and peoples that you've meet. But still, there's something called love and care bring the two of you together.
Life is always hard for two who are in love and fated.
Because this is what the two have to have so that they realize how much they meant for each other.
So that they appreciate each other more than anything.
And when they passed all the obstacles in their life, before they can finally be together again,
That's when the perfect moment in their life begins.

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And now that I've finally meet this someone again in my life,
I no longer want to lose it, not a chance.
I'll be as brave and strong as a lion to face whatever milestones in front of us. =)
I love you Edrick Reinaldo Wijaya. <3

2011-09-06T03:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my birthday!
I had a great birthday, tons of birthday wishes, having mama by my side and also a lovely boyfriend.
My 19th birthday was just simply perfect.

AND
Today, I'm here back to the lion country, Singapore.
Today is also Edrick's last day in Medan in 2011.
He's leaving to States soon. Sad but it's a reality that I have to face.
Anyway, pictures of my birthday will be upload soon, when I got the soft copy from Edrick! =)

And life still goes on

2011-08-27T05:22:00.000-07:00

I feel like on top of the world right now,everyday is just like a dream for me.

But, I know it's not a dream! It's reality. Still everything seems unreal.

How am I supposed to make myself believe that everything is real, when everything seems to be moving so fast?

When time couldn't even stop for awhile and wait for us?

10th September is just around the corner.

Right now, I don't even think of my birthday anymore. I don't even want that day to come.

Cause when birthday is here, everything will be faster than it is now. I know it, I can feel it.

I know it's coming, but I am not prepare at all. Not at all. =(

I just don't want to imagine how's life after 10th September?

I keep on asking this question, everyday, every moment......

Life gonna be hard and tough on us later on, fighting for uncertainties, fears, worries, jealousy and all of the problems of couple or I should say ldr couple.

Time and place sometimes they are being unfriendly to us.

But still, we choose to fight for it, because according to us, we found the right one.

To singles out there, please don't hesitate when time and places are not supporting, you can always fight for it. Because it is hard to find the right person.

And for couples out there..

Don't let go of who ever is next to you. Because he/she maybe the right person for you.

If you let them go, you miss the chance isn't it?

Just go with it!

holding back

2011-08-16T02:08:00.000-07:00

This situation is going to be mine and his situation on this coming September.

OMG.. How am I going to cope with this..

it's how are we going to cope with this.

It's painful for both of us. Every time I think about it, tear start to flow out. =(

All I can think of is, life is gonna be so boring, yet I still have to fight for it. Because someone is waiting.

I want time to boost faster after this September!

I hate the thought of we have to be so far away.

I hate it when his friends can see him everyday, yet me, as his lover, can't.

What on earth is going on here! Life is just too unfair!

How am I suppose to act on the day he leaves later?

How am I suppose to smile on the day he leaves?

There are this feeling.... feeling that words can't describe.

I feel scared, I feel happiness, I feel nervousness... it's a mix and match feeling.

Where I feel everything at the same time.

And at the same time, don't know what to do, aside from doing well for my future, or I should say, our future. =)

I have tons of scares that haunt me every moment....

But, this is life isn't it??? You'll always have fears that haunt you, but you too have hopes and wishes that become your life motivator.

Life after 10th September gonna we up and down for both of us.

But one thing for sure, I am not giving up on it. =)
Gonna fight for it, instead of being a coward, leaving unfinished relationship behind me.

I might not be able to do it myself, but I know, he'll be there for me too.

We might not have the whole world supporting us, but at least we know we have each other. =)

Simple Plan - Jet Lag ft. Natasha Bedingfield (Official Video)

2011-08-12T06:03:00.000-07:00

What time is it where you are?

I miss you more than anything

Back in home you feel so far

Waitin for the phone to ring

It's gettin lonely livin upside down,

I don't even wanna be in this town.

Tryin to figure out the time zone making me crazy

You say good morning,

When it's midnight.

Going out of my head

Alone in this bed

I wake up to your sunset

It's drivin me mad

I miss you so bad

And my heart heart is so jetlagged

What time is it where you are?

5 more days and I'll be home

I keep your picture in my car

I hate the thought of you alone

I been keeping busy all the time

Just to try to keep you off my mind

Tryin to figure out the time zones making me crazy

I miss you so bad

I wanna share your horizon

and see the same sunrising

Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me

This song, is a good song to express

my ldr relationship with boyfie..

So sad... But well... need to survive with it.. what to do?

I hope we are going to be fine!

.... sigh!

2011-08-12T05:29:00.000-07:00

Hometown.. is basically boring..

Life has been lunch, dinner and movie with boyfriend.

Long talk and he taught me how to swim!

and Hey! I know how to swim already! =D

Thanks to him!!

I love him!! hahaha!!!

Basically, that's all...

Life is boring..

My 19th Birthday is coming soon! OMG!

Meaning... boyfie is leaving to US soon too. =(

LONG HOLIDAY

2011-08-07T08:54:00.000-07:00

I've been goon for awhile.. Yeah I know..

Just some few updates of my holiday life..

-eat

-exercise

-movie

-date

-bbm

and.... nothing else..

So unproductive, yeah I know.

And... finally, I can watch HP here =)

CIAO!

Hello Freshman!

2011-07-10T17:58:00.001-07:00

YAY!!!
The first week of July, I've been busy helping out for school orientation.

Orientation went on for 4 days, but we only need to help out for 3 days.

The Ice-breaking day, Student clubs introduction day and last day, the amazing race day.

It's been fun joining orientation, since I never join orientation before. But hey, isn't it great first time joining orientation, I got to be leader, helping out, not junior that have to play for the game. Well, I did play, because we are requested by the president to play along with the new students, just to break the ice.

The last day was a disaster day for me, but thanks God that I manage to do a good job.

on the amazing day race, I have to lead and instruct the students out from school and move to different station which is located in many different area in Singapore;Bishan,City Hall, Serangoon and Lor.Chuan.

I was suppose to have another assistant to help me out, BUT.....

it turned out I am all alone instructing and guiding the group. But thanks to Sarah's brother, Raj and Charles. They play well in helping me. =)

What ever it is, it has ended and I am glad that I could help out in this orientation.

Since this is my first time and also the last time helping out TMC's orientation.

Forgot to mention that, last semester was my last semester.

It just feel great when I can meet a lot of great people around the school before I leave.

Also leaving the school with a good memories.

I hope they'll always remember me as their friend.

I just can't believe the fact that everything have to end when things are so great now.

But, life just have to move on....

So, I am now.... as free as ghost...

I want to find intern before I start studying again next year in LJMU.

I am looking for an intern anyway. =)

Wish me luck.

And happy studying for the new students of TMC! =D

2011-07-09T07:51:00.001-07:00

HELLO JULY..

I'm not posting sth related to July. Indeed, it's something related to June.

Yeah.. It was mum birthday on June.

at that time we were still in Penang..

So, she decided to have a night fun in their Hard Rock hotel which opened in 2009.

It was a fun hotel. I love their concept and design. =)

It feels so comfy but fun at the same time to be there.

Ah, btw, the hotel gave free birthday cake as a present.

Cause I intended to buy her a cake, so I asked them, does they give any special promo or gift to birthday customer?

and they told me, they do give cake. So, I arrange a surprise cake during the our dinner.

BTW...

they have this tasty and delicious pizza and western restaurant in the hotel; Pizzaria.

The atmosphere was so romantic in the night, because the restaurant is located just next to the pool.

~awwww...

Anyway.... overall, the hotel is great! I love it.

you guys can probably try to stay to. =)

YIGF 2011

2011-06-27T19:49:00.000-07:00

I've been busy with stuffs lately..

Busy with my assignments which I only have few days to complete it and YIGF camp.

Ok, you guys might wonder what YIGF camp is, it is a camp for internet governance.
Instead of asking what the internet can do to us, this camp is where we ask ourselves what can we do for the internet.

In the camp, we were divided into different social stakeholder; the government, the business sector and the social sector. Within the stakeholder group, we were ask to discuss three issue on the internet; privacy, cyber-addiction and digital divide.

Well, I was in the social stakeholder as a teacher. ;P

So, I had to speak out my opinion, not as myself, but as a teacher. How I see these issue and how are these issue concern on my life.

On the last day of the camp, we were also require to do presentation, and a follow-up report..

And through the report, they will pick 4 candidates to join in the next forum in Kenya in this coming September. It sounds fun I know, but it's kind of tough, to be shortlisted.

Let's try my luck! =)

they come and go

2011-06-09T08:57:00.000-07:00

One week to go and I'm officially graduate from Higher Diploma.. Degree..here I come.

Hang in there..

I know, it's tough to finish this one week because I have to squeeze my one week assignments

into 4 days of finishing. This is due to the Internet governance youth camp that I got into.

Well, not only me who's going.

Keny, Mareike and Janet are going with me too.

We're somehow proud of ourself, well, everyone in the school are proud of us,

because, coming from private school in Singapore and we're able to get into this camp is not that simple.

So, since we're in, let's give our best shot!

No matter how hard life gonna be during this two weeks, I know we can do it.

Let's fight together friends!

Show them, we're TMCans, but we're something too!

Love you all!

Kyuhyun .....Hope Is A Dream That Doesn't Sleep

2011-06-06T18:37:00.000-07:00

I stumble upon this song when I had tour at my friend's facebook profile.
and instantly, I fall in love with it.

This song is actually part of a drama soundtrack, The king of bakery Kim Tak Gu.

I personally haven't finished the drama. cause I think it's too long. haha.

Will finish it after my hectic week =)

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I love every part of the lyric in this song.

It's like giving its listener courage to dream. Wonderful.

I hope you guys enjoy this song as much as I do.

remember, Hope is a dream that doesn't sleep.

You might not want to expect too much in live. But no one is stopping you from

hopping for better life. =)

Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life (Official Video)

2011-06-02T08:49:00.000-07:00

Do you ever feel like out of place,

like somehow you just don't belong?

do you ever wanna run away?

are u stuck in the world you hate?

are you sick of everyone around?

With their big smiles and stupid lies,

while deep inside you're bleeding?

You might think I'm happy

but I'm not gonna be ok.

No, you don't know what it's like to be like me!

**************

This is seriously how I feel right now.

I wanna escape to somewhere, where no one know me.

I wanna have a new life.

Maybe having new life is a lil too much, probably,

a little escapade to somewhere, where I can make new friends.

I'm sick of the situation now..

what's wrong with me?

......

Universal Studio Singapore 2011 grand opening

2011-05-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

My dear cousin, Stevi came from Jakarta to visit me.. hahaha.

and. we had a day fun in Universal studio. and.. Lucky us who went there on the day of their grand opening.. =)

What's great about being in the grand opening is, you get to see the parade that not being show every day. so, life is great isn't it??

Below are some of the picture we took that day. =)

Regardless the fun that we had on that day, the pricing of its ticket is still the same,just like normal weekend price.
But, the visitors are double or maybe triple.
On that special day, the theme park open tills 9pm, where normally I think.... closed around 6

All the attraction that was not done when I went there last March, are now completed! =)

Of course my cousin and I never missed the fun of the thrilling roller coaster ride, the human and cyclone. ;D
We're going gaga n crazy in the theme park.

And just some advice, you wanna cut the cue you can just buy express pass. It's a lot cheaper but you can't play all games.

Maybe good for those who doesn't really plays extreme game and only would like to enjoy the scene and fun of the theme park.

I guess, that's it for now. =)

stumble upon it.

2011-05-28T18:39:00.000-07:00

This morning, when I woke up, I don't feel like doing anything.
I have an advertising test on Monday, but I don't feel like studying it.
I'm too tired of yesterday Universal Studio Singapore(USS) fun and craziness.
So.. here I am, reading some random blog and I stumble upon quiz.....

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If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would be mad?

maybe

Are there any relationships you wish could have lasted longer?

yes..there are...

Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?

9 out of 10 did that to me

Can you read other people’s expressions?

yes

Do you give out second chances?

everyone deserves it,regardless who they are.BUT.....

Are you in any type of gang?

hell no

Do you think extensions look fake?

depends

What would you do if your parents walked in on you having sex with the last person you kissed?

woah! mum's gonna kills me

Who knows your biggest secrets?

myself

Is love worth fighting for?

yes! =)

Would you rather have your parents walk in on you having sex with the last person you kissed or have them see you smoking weed?

can I not choose?

What would you do if your ex broke down and told you he loved you?

what would I do?maybe I shouldn't did what I do now.

People who can always calm you down?

mum and his song

Do you think a lot of people think/talk bad about you?

hahaha. tons of them

How was today?

day started with body ache, cause of yesterday fun and craziness

Your ex is at your front door! What do you do?

my ex is my ex and at the same time is my boyfriend. so how?

Who was your last text from?

from my lovely mama

Last person you hugged?

some random film character in USS yesterday.

When did you last straighten your hair?

almost everyday.

Do you know anyone who should not wear tight clothes?

can't think of one right now.

Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

... happier I guess. =)

Today, would you rather go forward a week or back a week?

forward.Life is too short to live the same for twice.

Are you the type of person who likes to be out or home?

both I guess.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?

nothing in mind. Maybe I want.... billion of cash.

Who, out of all your friends, do you trust the most?

this is tricky....

Think back to your last kiss; looking back now, was it a mistake?

it never was..

If you could only drink one thing for a month, what would it be?

mineral water

Honestly, what is your opinion of your last ex?

he's still himself. But a better him.

If you had a plane ticket to anywhere, where would you go?

Singapore-to where u are...

Honestly; are you trustworthy?

Yes! I AM!

Who’s the last person you had a serious conversation with?

with mum I guess.

Which friend do you miss right now?

sorry.. non... I'm too busy and tired to think of them other than myself.

Where’s your favorite place to get ice cream from?

as always.. VANILLA and CHOCOLATE MINT.

Who did you hang out with last?

my one and only female cousin, Stevi.

What is your biggest mistake this year?

so far.. non.

If you could go back and redo things with your last ex, would you?

hahaha.. it's his prob. not mine. =P

Your friend hooks up with the last person you kissed..what now?

nah.. seal a kiss good bye.

Do you like waking up and having new text messages?

BIG fans of it.

What’s the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?

hmm... it's a TOP secret.

Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?

sadly.. yes.

Were you single on your last birthday?

YEAH.

Do you think high school relationships can last?

hmm..depends.

Who was the last person you talked to in person today?

non. it's still early in the morning.

Has a boy/girl ever cheated on you?

hell yeah!

So, the person you like, their name starts with an M doesnt it?

no.. haha.

Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?

NO...

Who was the last person you told “I love you” to?

mum

How are you feeling?

sleepy and tired

Do you have feelings for anyone?

YES

Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?

HMM... THIS IS TOUGH. I DON'T KNOW. probably yeah.

Are you excited for anything?

yeah. I want to get a job in film industry

Are you 100% single?

nope. I'm 60%taken

Are you a clumsy person?

sometimes.

Do you wear make up?

depends. If I'm sleepy.. yeah

First place you went this morning?

bathroom

When was the last time you really laughed?

yesterday in USS

Were you dating anyone in December?

nope. about to start one.

Are you happy right now?

YEAH I am..

Do you sleep on your stomach?

...

Will this weekend be a good one?

this weekend gonna be, movie shooting
But boyfy will be here. I hope I have a good weekend.
*cross finger

True, I never knew I needed

2011-05-17T23:39:00.000-07:00

For the way you change my plan,

For being the perfect distraction.

For the way you took the idea that I have.

Of everything I that I wanted to have.

And make me see there was something missing.

For the end of my first begin.

And for the rare and unexpected friend.

For the way you're something that I'd never choose.

But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose.

And never wanna be without again.

I must admit, you were not a part of my book.

But now if you open it up and take a look,

You're the beginning and the end of every chapter.

You're the best thing I never know I needed.

So, when u're here, I had no idea.

So now it's so clear, I need you here.

Am I too late to realize this now?
I hope not.

I don't know what we'll face tomorrow,sure it ain't easy for us.

Technology always good for us?

2011-05-14T17:34:00.000-07:00

I always know India is a country that you can't leave behind.
I know it from the very start. I know, you must have doubt me when I said that statement, because I'm still young and may not have the thought of how good a country is.
Take a look at the video above and I'm sure, you'll agree with me. =)

See how amazing those Indians graduates are.
The US are importing Indians, not Chinese,Indonesian or some others nationalities (I'm not being bias or racist here).

Take a look at their learning environment, unlike major university in the world that used the latest technology and produce smart engineer for the world.

Yet this university has the quality of Havard, Princeton and MIT university.

This university is using the traditional way of learning, no power point presentation, no laptop users in the class room, everyone are just so focus on what the lecturers have to tell them.
The lecturer even still using a very traditional way of learning, which is clack and black board.
Not marker and white board.

As for their practical they do not have the luxury equipment and yet, they can produce such good model.

Moral of this post?
See how lucky we are regardless which school we went or go to.
We should start be thankful for all the facilities that we have and we should not take it for granted. Make used of it.
We keep on complaining,the school or university that we're in is lack of this and that, that's why we can't produce a good output. Don't blame on others. Blame on ourself because we tend to take things for granted! This is just the nature of human being. But isn't it good, if we can start to appreciate everything we have now?

Lastly, is technology good for us?
Generally, we see technology is benefiting our life and yes, I admit it.

But, at some point, technology are destroying us slowly. Do you realize that?
Take a simple example, in the class room or lecture room. Students are more focus on their phone,laptop rather than their lecturer.
But this of course depends on how oneself decide to use the technology available.
At the end of the day, technology is there, it is both destructive and constructive for our life.
Be wise on our decision! ;)

long awaits...

2011-05-11T08:20:00.001-07:00

After long awaits for this movie, my kingdom.

Yes, it's true that because of Wu Zun, this movie become my must watch movie list. (number 1).

But, it is also because of Barbie Hsu, and also the martial art director. =)
After checking on the movie trailer, I have sudden urge to watch this movie.

I can't wait anymore. I just want to watch it as soon as possible, I know my mood will be better by a lot after watching this movie. hahaha..

Just like how I've been waiting for 14 blades. =)

I'm also waiting for the action in this movie.

So.. yeah. at least, there's sth that can make me happy despite my busy schedule. =P

Ciao!

YUMMY....

2011-05-07T03:04:00.000-07:00

Last Thursday, I joined Sarah and Stacey for a foodie journey in Chilis, Tanglin Mall.
It was a Mexi n Tex food restaurant.
Pricing for the food is consider as ok, given to the size of the food which can be finish by two person.
Unless for their beef, it's quite pricey for student. But for working professionals would be fine.
One must try food there is the chicken , honey chipotle chicken crispy. *remember, it's a must try. Trust me, I'm not a big fans of chicken, but I'm so gonna come back for this chicken! haha.

And on that day, I broke my eating record!
Guess what, I finish a huge molten chocolate cake all by myself.
Before that I have a plate of guilt less salmon , a fajitas, and a piece of the chicken and some blue cheese sauce. yummmm yummm...

And yet I still manage to finish the enormous molten chocolate cake! It's the best record that I ever make. hahaha..

It takes me sometimes to finish it though. But I succeed!! YAY!
And I don't dare to have dinner on that night. haha..

Molten Chocolate cake

The epic face of mine =)

I feel so guilty after that meal and I promise myself, no more big meal for me for this whole month! I have to buck up and exercise for double time.

I love food too much and sometimes I can't resist good food. I spend quite a lot for every meal I have. I think, I should start do home cooking again so I could save up and do some shopping, so mum will not be angry with my card bill. LOL.
She was quite shock with my bill last month. Sorry mum. I will control myself this month. And Thank you Mum!

The Inspiration

2011-05-02T05:35:00.001-07:00

I know I know... He's sooo good looking! =)

He's someone that everyone know, Wu Zun!
He's one of Fahrenheit member and he acted in several famous drama and also several movies.

on top of everything.......
He's my inspiration!

He's my inspiration when I'm not in mood for everything.
Eg. for assignments, life and exercise..
He inspire me in almost every aspect of my life.
hahahaha...

I admire him a lot. He's such a good person.

He loves and cares a lot about his family.

I'm sure he came from a happy family.

And I', pretty sure, he will build a happy family in the future with his wife and children.

I wonder when will he gets marry. He has reach the age where he suppose to be married.

But he's still single I guess. As a superstar, rumors about his relationship life only evolves around the co-star in his dramas or movies,which is totally untrue.

Hmm.. I wonder who'll be the lucky girl.

Every girl out there wish to be that lucky wife of him, well.... including me actually. hahaha...
Who don't?
A such good looking partner,kind,good....... he's someone I think is almost perfect! =)
I wonder what's his flaws. hehehe...

Well..... Just pray and hope he'll get a good partner in return of his kindness to the society and people around him. =)

Fight Fight! I'll forever be your humble and low profile supporter. =)

The Royal Wedding

2011-04-29T05:21:00.001-07:00

we witness it!

On 29th April 2011, the wedding that everyone have been waiting since the engagement was announced.
The classic and traditional wedding which is full of love.

Both of them make up a good couple. I can see love in their eyes. haha...
The chemistry is there. =)

I pray to God that they'll be faithful to each other and stay as one forever.
I don't know why, but I love this couple!

AND.......

The Alexander McQueen wedding dress design by Sarah Burton was gorgeous on Kate.

It's simple, yet glamorous.

Ask the girls all around the world and they'll go crazy about the princess wedding gown!

I wish I have one too.

but, honestly, I don't really wish for a grand wedding.

in a nutshell......

I do believe, fairy tale do exist.. =)

and I know, I will have mine soon..

Just another memory with them..

2011-04-25T08:38:00.000-07:00

The birthday girls

The crowds

Hot chicks in town

It always feels great when you can finally catches up with your old friends, especially when you can be there for their birthday.

It happened to me and I feel so blissful. =D

My two weeks in Medan was not wasted, cause I managed to celebrate Michelle and Ferdisa birthday.
It feels like going back to those old times, where we're still in our uniform,

where we're still kids who don't have to care about what tomorrows gonna bring us.

All we know and care about is bright future is waiting before us and we're one step closer to it everyday.

And TODAY.....

We're all stepping out steps to the gate of young adult, no longer those kids who just know how to have fun.

We know, we have bright future, but we are not that naive to think it is gonna be easy to achieve.

It is hard and we have to face many obstacles, but with all those obstacles, we can finally learn to grow up.

I'm thankful for the chance that I was given. Because, I don't know what will happen tomorrow, but I know this kind of gathering is getting lesser and lesser as we all grow up because we'll soon face the cruel world outside.

I appreciate every gathering that I had with them =)

The hottest couple is back! :)

And... YES!

The old school couple is finally make their come back! =D

Yeah.. it's me and boyfie!

I sometimes, can't believe myself, that I'm back with my ex. Which is totally against my will and rule.

But sometimes, it's not wrong to bend my own principal, if bending it is brings two people joy and happiness? =D

But, I guess, for now, we are back for good. We are happy with what we are.

Plus we're grateful to have each back in our life. =)

We maybe young, but we are now older than we were last time.

Our past experiences has now shaped us into a better person.

With those experiences and life lesson, we learn how to compromise with each other.

We're perfectly imperfect, I guess. =D

I love you!

It's me, killing the long weekend

2011-04-24T09:04:00.000-07:00

It's been a long weekend, Yes I know..

It's Easter weekend..

It's a very long weekend indeed, but thanks to my friends and also drama.

I had a great long weekend.

First, for my good friday, I got to spend it with friends eating around Singapore. =D

It was Keny, Sarah, Stacey and I for the whole Friday. We had a so so, not so good but consider good, dessert buffet in Four Season hotel.

Maybe the menu on that day was not so yummy. But I promise, they had the best chocolate cake that I ever had! hahaha.. =D

As for dinner, we food hunt around, and settled at Airen's for their salmons and beef. =))

Yummy yummy...

Well... It was a good, good friday.

And to avoid crowds, I prefer to stayed at home on Saturday.

And I came across to this Korean drama. A short one of course! It was only 16 episodes.

I consider it as an OK drama. Since, we are so used to the drama story line that we're being feed to.

But, I do love the character in it. (as usual the HOT or CUTE guy)

This time, the character that catches my attention is Kim Bum.

Kim Bum used to played in a famous or rather said popular Korean drama, Boys Over Flowers.

In that drama, I don't really like his character. Cause he's a playboy there and I hate playboy!

But in this drama, he gets to played a collage student who are in love with a lady who is 10 years older than him. He is 24 yrs and she is 34 yrs, obviously.

But, I'm super touched by his love to the lady.

He portrays a young gentleman who at his young age, knows how to protect and respect the person he loves.

I wonder where can I find this kind of guy?

Ha.. They don't exist in this world I guess.

Plus, I'm satisfy with mine now. I don't mind if he'll turns into someone better. =P

I'll better get going! I have tons of things to do.. bye bye..

Crazy Little Thing Called Love

2011-04-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

Every great love story, always have a beautiful, painful and unforgeable memory with it.
Just like this Thai movie entitle, Crazy Little Thing Called Love.

A romantic comedy movie which bring you to the beauty of the two main character's love story.

The two of them were secretly in love ever since they are in their high school year.

But they always have the wrong timing in everything. All they can do is to let each other go until one day, fate lead them to each other again.

This movie acts like a time machine, it brings you back in time, how sweet school time is, especially those puppy love you experience. Hahahahaha....

It is so easy for the audience to relate with to the story and the characters in this movie.

To think about it, when I think about mine right now, I'm blushing too..

There are many sweet and fool things that I did too. Which to think about it now, I won't do it anymore. hahah =P

This movie does not only talk about love of course, it also touch a little bit on friendship.

It shows me, only time can show you who your true friend is.

So, in a nutshell, all we need is time to make things work and to proof things.

Perfect timing is very important in every situation, without a perfect timing, everything that's planned might goes wrong.

Just pray hard that time wouldn't play on us. =)

Good Luck!

2011-04-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

For the I don't know how many times, maybe thousand times, I said I won't PLAN anymore, I failed. I keep on planning and planning...
And those plan keeps on changing and changing...
How to stop myself from planning???
ARGH!!!
SERIOUSLY, I think I shouldn't plan anymore in the future.
But isn't life is all about planning? Or is it only me planning for my life?
I always get the idea, if you don't plan, your life will be messy.
The fact that I'm facing now is, planning ruins my life.
Ruins literally though. =) It annoys me sometimes.
I might have tons of plan ahead, but with just a simple click or flip or what-so-ever, my life change. I have to change and re-plan my future.
And sometimes, I get lost at times, and I need guide, I search it, sometimes I get it, sometimes I don't.
I guess, this is just how my life should be or maybe just for now?

Maybe with all the spontaneous that happened in my life, I decided to never or should I say not to make promises with anyone, but I will make surprises for them.
Sorry in advance if they don't like surprises. I know everyone love surprise, but some just don't. They don't hate it, but they are not in favor of it.
I guess, in the near future, I must get use to not to plan, I will still plan for minor thing, but not major thing.
Let just lets everything major happened in my life, with a blink and surprise.
What I need now is a strong heart to withstand the surprises coming to me, where there it's bad or good.

See you! =)

2011-04-19T04:41:00.000-07:00

Hello REaderss! I'm back..
Finally back from my long, not too long holiday in Medan.
It feel great to be back in SG, cause I'm finally back on track with my life.
But on the other hand, I don't feel like leaving my mom, cousins and also boyfie in Medan..
Dilemma....
Holiday in hometown had never been so great without a good companion like boyfie.
ok, now I'm not saying that family is not important. But mom apperently is always busy.
I appreciate every time I had with her.. I never missed any family dinner or gathering too. =)
Welll.... now I miss my two little monkey cousins already. ;(
I didn't get the chance to say ' See You soon ' to them..

And guess what, I think I miss quite a lot of things in campus.
It's time for me to catch up fast I guess...
Ciao!

2011-04-01T17:54:00.000-07:00

AND yeah BABY!!! Mom let me go home to continue my semeter break! =) I never know that she'll let me. hahaha... But it is better for me to be home, rather than I spend thousands dollars out here. Because lately, I realize, I have turn into a shopaholic. =P Well, I don't really know why I want to go back this time. Maybe because I think the time which I spend with boyfie here is not enough. Cause, I gotta share him with his family =D But luckily mom let me go home . Life feel so much better. hahahaha. So, I'll be back to medan and wait for him to be back to hometowm too... See you guys in two weeks time!

Adam Young (OWL City) - Enchanted (Taylor Swift Cover) - Lyrics

2011-03-28T19:30:00.000-07:00

Ok, first of all, I'm not Taylor or Owl City big fans, but this song is just irresistable. =D OMG... This is song keep playing on my playlist now. I wish Taylor Swift knows how lucky she is. I'm wishing for this kind of romance too. But, well..... boyfie is not musician. Unless I marry or date a mucisian, I will get this fairy tale. hahaha. But isn't it too cool to have someone singing your song, replying to your song? Oh.... I want it too!! =)) Well... that dream is just too far away.. I shouldn't think too much. But both Adam and Taylor are just too sweet.. I love Adam's reply, the very last verse of the song, where he said, 'I was never in love with someone else I never have somebody waiting for me Cause you were all of my dreams come true and I just wish you knew Taylor I was so in love with you.' OMG!! What is that?? so cool.. Those line freaks me out. hahaha... lovely!

2011-03-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

Hello world!!! Today, a day that mark for the first time, I really ride a great roller coaster. Thanks to Michelle, AJ and boyfie! =) We went to USS today and scream out those nerves. hahahaha... Overall, today was great.=) I love today! But, things do happened. So, all I can do is just to bear with it! =) CIAO! Will be back with pictures taken by Michelle's and AJ's camera! =D

2011-03-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

Hello PEEPS!
How's ur life?
Well, I'm basically enjoying my holidays...
Holiday is sooooo much better and cool for me with a good companion of boyffie! =)
He's here!!! =D
Life has been great. We had fun with some other friends. Well, only two other friends, AJ and Ahe. =)
But, yeah! I'm having fun!
Still, I will never let myself fall asleep or carry away by all the fun I had.
Because, sooner or later, which is 4th April, my reality is back.
He's back to hometown, and I'll be left here. =(
But, this is life. Life will only get tougher and tougher at this stage.
what to do? I must face it no matter what!
I hope I'm strong enough to mend. =D
Happy Holiday to all TMC-ans!
and Happy Study to all Curtinians. =)

2011-03-16T07:13:00.000-07:00

should I ?
shouldn't I ?
It's getting tougher...
I don't want it anymore.
Letting go will be easy. But, getting it back will be hard. What should I do?
Or should I just wait??? I don't know what to do. I'm confused as ever.
sigh...

2011-03-12T00:55:00.000-08:00

I'M SICK OF YOU!!!!
SERIOUSLY SICK OF YOU!!!
I wouldn't with whatever attititude you wanna show me. But, please not this time.
Not the time where my works is driving me crazy!
YOU HAVE NO SENSE IS IT??
OH..... I hate you!
Stop playing ur game with me or I'll just knock u off.
I have enough!
I'm not ur problem solver. I'm not ur toy. I'm a human. Human with life too!
I don't like swearing on my blog, but you really make me wanna swear...

2011-03-11T18:14:00.000-08:00

Mother nature again show us its power on destroying life and its surrounding.
We're all aware that Japan was hit by 8.9 earthquake and also massive tsunami strike on the island.
It's a double destroy and disaster!!!!!!!
This time round, the quake and tsunami is more powerful than what we seen in 2004 in Indonesia.
A huge whirlpool was created after the quake.
According to BBC corestpodent in Japan, this is the storngest earthquake that he has ever experience after living there for 27 years.

Life is so ruthless when we once again being remind on how ruthless life is.
I as a person who has ever experience so many quake shake in Indonesia, I understand how they feel and their urge to safe their life.
Given to their quake is so much stronger than the quakes I experience during Aceh and some other small quake in Indonesia.
At this time, I'm so greatefull with the safe life that me and my family and people I love and care have. I would cherisish life more than I do before.
As fot Japan, we can only pray for them. Not literally pray, but do it like you mean it!
And also join in some charity that are helping them. No matter how great and how advance their country is, at this point of time, they still need our help.
May God bless Japan!

Chris Medina - What Are Words

2011-03-08T03:30:00.000-08:00

If you need to cry urself out, I'm hundred percent sure that this song will help you for it.
Especially when you know the back ground of the singer himself.
He's one of the American Idol contestant which his and his fiance love story has touch almost everyone heart.
How I wish there's somebody who'll treat me just like how he treat his fiance.
He loves her in no matter what condition. I'm touch. Tears just won't stop when I listen to this song. =)
Even though he did not manage to get into top 24, but he has had got the chance to release his own single. =D
You are good man and also the lyric itself is touching enough. =D
I hope you guys enjoy this song as much as I do!

2011-03-01T06:52:00.001-08:00

As updated from last post, my school just held their so call very big open house. Which I think is lack of publication open house, given to the guest that come and visited them.

And here are few pictures taken on the day.

It's me, Gracia and the guitarist, Raihan

The musical performers

Get crazy in MRT with Keny

All the Indonesian girls from this semester

And oh! My expression was just priceless!

Well, we did a good job but given to the imperfection that occurs because we're not born performers and we're not from art school! But, I think we've all given our best to the audiences. I hope the like it. =D

And after that busy weekend, I can now back and concentrate with my school assignments. =)

I realize I only have 2 more weeks to go! ARGH!!!

Keny told me to BUCK UP!!!

Night world! And he's visiting soon! =))

2011-02-25T14:28:00.000-08:00

It's another annual big event in campus! TMC's OPEN HOUSE!

Come and join us on the following date as stated on the posters. There are many exciting programs prepared by us, just for all of you. =D

And also performances from school performing club, means the group and I are going to perform! =p

To be honest, I've been waiting for this kind of event ever since I step into MC, I've been waiting for open house. I love big events... =D

Like last time, when I join Curtin, they held similar event and I was having so much fun actually. =))

I hope TMC 's open house won't disappoint me. hehehe..

SO.......

All of u should come, have a look around and support us! Thanks..

2011-02-15T17:56:00.000-08:00

MY VALENTINE DAY WAS ACCOMPANY by our lovely BLACK SWAN..... =))

You ask me where my mom is, I can give you simple answer. She left me alone and fly back to Medan on valentine night.

So, see how miserable I am, on valentine night, going to cinema alone, without mom nor boyfriend by my side.

Black Swan had been my watch list since last November.

I love ballet, though I'm not a good ballet dancer, but ballet is my life. It's been with me since I was 6.

I love the grace and the strength that the ballerina have. haha.

Black Swan is more than a ballet film it is also a thriller which leave you in suspend for about 1 hour. But, for me the suspension is just too long. But if that is how the story is design, then all I can do is to appreciate it.

And one more thing is the camera work in it. The shaking and the angle used. =))

NICE! BRAVO!!

That's it for now. stay in tune.

2011-02-11T18:53:00.000-08:00

Hello Readers! Prior to Valentine day, me, Novia grow up too!

Well, don't get me wrong.

It was a short 1 hour life talk with my wise teacher.

Within that short 1 hour, my life change. Not only mine, mom as well.

hahaha...

I used to tell all of you how bored I am in living this life.

How I've reach the point of apathetic, but not anymore now.

I will continue to move on, living this life and will make this life colourful again!

I feel like I found my life again! =D

Feeling glad and everything.. hmm..

I've also found my path way after this June. I will work hard for everything. I don't want people besides me to be sad and disappointed. And when the time is here, I wish to be back to where I belong.

Hey peeps! What's all ur plan for Valentine day?

My plan is just simple, probably sent mom to airport and go for a movie. =D

I know I will enjoy that day very much.

I hope, superman will also enjoy his valentine day in his hometown. =)

Right now, this song from Burlesque, Haven't seen the last of me by Cher suits my situation very well.

I love this song very much. Especially after I went for the movie.

It was a worth watching movie, if you don't mind the cliche story line. But the cinematography was a good one. =)

Go get a ticket for urself, if you haven't watch one!

Enjoy!

may you all have a great valentine day!

2011-02-06T18:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU OUT THERE!!

恭喜恭喜！发大财！！

Well Well...

It's another new year for us who celebrates it.

Well, may all of you be bless in this bunny year! =D

As this year cny for me is nothing. I don't feel any atmosphere of it.

other than mom is here with me to celebrate, nothing else.

But I'm happy and glad enough that she could be here, rather than me spending this new year alone. =))

Though the atmosphere is not as great as the past few years, but this year new makes me realize that I need to appreciate every new year I had.

Because it is a gift from God that we are able to spend each moment we have in our life.

But to be honest, I hope I am in Medan for this cny after 1st January 2011.

Before, I really wish to be away from Medan for chinese new year, because I'm bored. But with having him around, cny won't be as boring as it used to be..

Still, spending it here in Spore, is not that bad also. At least it is something new.

I wonder where I will be for the next cny. =))

Have a great bunny year ahead everyone.

2011-02-01T07:16:00.000-08:00

It's a nice song, sang by a nice singer (Yesung, Super Junior)

and it's from a nice drama soundtrack.

Well, I've been listening to the song way back before I start watching the drama.

I then fall in love with the song, and start to ask around what are their opinion about this particular drama.

I surprise when this drama is actually receiving much attention than I thought.

So, I decided to watch it during my Christmas break.

And yeah... the drama is not bad. I love the story line.

But, I prefer to song than the drama.

I just love how the music, the lyric and the feel flow within the song.

And also the work of the music video contributes in telling story withing the song.

For me, the song and the music video itself is developing its own story rather than just following the original story line of the drama.

The lyric of the song is so heart touching.

Ouch! Love it very much.

This song is just like living in fairy tale where a man love is forever save for a particular chosen woman. Well, which in reality it's impossible.

Ok, maybe it is possible to happened, the percentage is only one in a million. =))

So..... ladies out there, stop dreaming! =D time to wake up.

But, secretly I hope someone would write me or say to me those touching line from the lyric. =D

*SLAP SLAP!

Wake up!! =D

2011-01-28T18:34:00.001-08:00

Recently, my documentary class lecturer just show the class a touching yet controversial documentary. That documentary was "Born Into Brothels", which directed by Zana Briski and Ross Kuffman.
This documentary was release in 2004 and set in India.
Well, to sum up the whole documentary is about the life of the kids born and live in the red light district in Calcutta (Sonogachi). In the documentary it document on how these kids live and how the director help them out. This documentary is a heart touchy when you see how bad their standart of living. Everything were just heart breaking..
And, in the documentary it also show how the director try to helped a group of children who she's closed to. There's not absolute or exact ent to this documentary.
But, we still can have the update of those kids that the director help.
Those kids are about my age now, or even older than me by 2 years.
Some of them are doing great out there but some went back to the red light district.
Well, if you visit this website KIDS WITH CAMERA
you will be able to find some updates about them.
But there's not exact end for this particular documentary.

I learn tons of things by watching this documentary.
Not only learn the technique to film a different style of documentary but also some life lesson.
I actually have reach the point of apathetic in my life, because of everything I see and experience in this life.
But hey! those kids, they suffer more than me. They live in a bad situation, environment, lifestyle. Despite, they still have a little hope in their life. Which I think worth to learn.
I may have experience tons of sweet and bitter things in life which lead me to today apathetic state. But, I'm nothing compare to those kids.
They still want to live their dream high, and so do I. I will once again fight for my dream, fight for my superman! =D

I got one insane wish before I end the first month of 2011, which is, to spend my 2011 Christmas with you again, so in totally it will be 3 years of christmas together in a row!! =))
In addition, I also want to be in BN on this February to celebrate CNY and be there for your FZ serusop branch opening. =D
ciao!!

2011-01-22T19:35:00.001-08:00

Alright, things seems to be fine during the weekend.

I hope that stupid girl put everything behind and will never come and bother us and also his family anymore.

Well, let's cross our finger and hope for the best.

Mom is right, this time, I'm encountering sth new in my life.

She said, this time, when I somehow committed myself into this relationship, I'm somehow an adult who have to deal with new thing in life. Unlike when I was a teenager, starting relationship is simple. There's nothing to bother about, but now I have to learn facing problems with someone else. We try to solve problems together, especially when things like this happened. There's no reason for me to leave him alone, though I feel like leaving. Since I'm still unsure about this relationship. But, well since I decided to be with him again, I have to also start to be sure. Or else, I might as well don't choose him from the start!

But this kind of experience is great and teach me sth new. =))

So thanks to him also.

I feel so lucky cause Sis Shinying is here in town.

I miss her so much, especially with many things that happened in this week. =D

She's an adult who has a better judgement in life.

What surprised me was she is giving the same comment like Amanda about him.

She said,' He's a guy who suits you now. I can see that he is scares to lose you.'

Well, that's roughly what Amanda told me when she saw us.

let's see how are we gonna be as time goes by.

Because......

I still miss my Superman, he's the only one who could make me a babygirl. I'm tired of being Superlady. I just want to go back to Superman side.

He, is not superman, He's just someone ordinary who tries very hard to fight for me. I appreciate it though... =))

hopping I would have a great Sunday with Shinying! =D

Miss you so much sister!

2011-01-22T19:35:00.000-08:00

Alright, things seems to be fine during the weekend.

I hope that stupid girl put everything behind and will never come and bother us and also his family anymore.

Well, let's cross our finger and hope for the best.

Mom is right, this time, I'm encountering sth new in my life.

But this kind of experience is great and teach me sth new. =))

So thanks to him also.

I feel so lucky cause Sis Shinying is here in town.

I miss her so much, especially with many things that happened in this week. =D

She's an adult who has a better judgement in life.

What surprised me was she is giving the same comment like Amanda about him.

She said,' He's a guy who suits you now. I can see that he is scares to lose you.'

Well, that's roughly what Amanda told me when she saw us.

let's see how are we gonna be as time goes by.

Because......

I still miss my Superman, he's the only one who could make me a babygirl. I'm tired of being Superlady. I just want to go back to Superman side.

He, is not superman, He's just someone ordinary who tries very hard to fight for me. I appreciate it though... =))

hopping I would have a great Sunday with Shinying! =D

Miss you so much sister!

2011-01-19T18:07:00.000-08:00

I'm having enough problems already..
I thought 2011 will be a fresh start for us, but I didn't expect her to such an aggresive person and you as someone who never want to let me go.
But, after seeing all the drama she causes us, I feel like leaving you before everything is too late.
She is such a bitch I know, but you're too being too kind.
I know you can't get mad at people, you can only get mad at yourself which I HATE it the most.
I'm so glad that she came to us before I start falling for you, so that I won't get hurt for the second time.
I know you cherish this second chance very much because you know it cleary that there won't be a thrid chance. BUT, what can we do when she is insisting on having you back?
I know you don't want to go back to her because you don't want to lie to yourself anymore.
But to be honest,
if you don't settle it.........
I will have to leave you.

Leaving you is a hard decicion to make, 'cause I know how much I meant to you when I say the word ' LET'S STOP' it, those tears just drop down from your eyes.
But I really have no choice.
I have enough of this...
I want to go back to my Superman.
I want to be his babygirl, because I'm tired of being Superlady.
Superman, where are you???

2011-01-15T12:25:00.000-08:00

Hello all!

How are y'all doing?

I've been super busy since the very first day of 2011. =))

Family wedding, family come over to my place to stay and helped mom to run over her business for a while......

Then I don't have enough sleep because of those insomnia. wew... super hate this.

And this Monday I'm going back to my routine just like what I did in 2010.

Uh... even though it's 2011, nothing has change. Or maybe because I didn't plan anything, because there's nothing to be plan.

Well, I do plan for things, like where am I going to work during my study break later in June. I also plan for what should I do. But what can I say? Plan is just a plan, I'm not sure where-there I'm able to accomplish it or not. Because so many things can change just withing a minute, then what about 6months? There will be more changes or no changes at all.

I just don't want to imagine what will happened on my way to accomplish my plan.

Life is just getting tougher day by day, but when I'm down, I can still go back to God and also you, a special person with super personality sends by God.

Seeing you living life in your fullest, make me believe that there's still hope in living this life.

To end this heavy post, I would like to tell y'all to never stop dreaming.

It's never too old to start dreaming. Though dreaming sounds so childish, but I guess dreaming is the greatest thing to do when you're lost in your life.

So, never stop dreaming, just like me. =D

2010-12-31T03:44:00.000-08:00

Hallo my readers!!!
sorry for being away for quite sometimes.
Yes I'm back to Medan and I am super happy and enjoying my life here.
I have tons of girls and boys day out.
Many important thing happened.
Girls and Boys day out.
BBQ, Ktv also movie and new year party together. WOW!
Though life here is boring but having my friend around makes me feel good.
I love them.Thanks for giving me great day here. =))

I am here to say a belated Merry Christmas to all of you!
And also a HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 to all of you!
Thanks for being such a great readers. =D
What's your new year resolution anyway?

Let me share mine;
1. Live a healthy and fit life.
2. Get a hot boyfriend
3. Be myself.

so, this is it! I hope all of you have a great new year celebration and a great year ahead! =D

2010-12-22T02:58:00.000-08:00

ME, posting from Changi airport! =))
Just wanty to say goodbye and see singapore next year in 2011 January!
MUACH!

Well, I almost forgoten that I am going back to Medan,
I wear heels! the 5 inch heels. And I forgot there're tons of steps I need to go through later.
Shit man!!! What's wrong with our airport??
Miri airport is so much better than our airport, though our airport is many times bigger than Miri's.

Anyway, before I sign out, I just want to say THOUSANDS THANKS to my friends here.
Especially those from Music Clinic.
You all tech what is trust once again.
I first came here, with tall wall surrounds me and now, I am letting those walls come down.
I tell myself not to trust anyone and here I am trusting them so much. ironic right?
But well, living in postmodern world you can't escape from being IRONIC.
Once again, thanks to music clinic friends!
and I hope, Miss Foo Tong Tong, (if you are reading this post), please don't leave us.
I'm going to miss you!
muach!

2010-12-21T09:42:00.001-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS from ME, from Singapore. =D

Well, this is my last day in Singapore in 2010 =D

I'll be back on January don't worry.

Again, as I promise I will upload some picture and after going through, I only found one anyway. =D

One of the weekend photo that was taken by Jooen.

As for my performing photo with the group in music clinic, I don't know where is it.

Maybe they haven't upload.

Cause I don't really go on facebook also.

I am packing now, but I am too lazy to pack.

sleepy!

I don't feel like going home, don't know why.=(

Maybe because I don't want to see the people I don't want to see.

SHIT! ARGH!

But having mom and doggie by my side makes me happy. It does cheers me somehow. =D

2010-12-19T06:36:00.000-08:00

Soon to be home. Some part of me feel like going home, the other part of me doesn't feel like going home.

WHY?

I want to go home 'cause I miss mom, my dogie and my two little monster cousins! hmm..

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

So many things is happening for this few days after I come back from JB.

GOOD things of course!

Jooen was here, I had the most wonderful weekend with her in Singapore.

Then our performance ( Me, Tong Tong, Linus and Chee Hou) in Music Clinic went well! PERFECTO!

It's our first time performing as a group ok? I am so proud of it! =D

I really want to perform with them again next time. They are my so call music family.

Though I seldom talk or give comments, cause I am not so sure what to say. hahaha.

But having them in my life, really make my stress weekdays over. THANKS GUYS!

LOVE YOU ALL.

Though I lost my Sunday, but my Sunday is great because having you all.

Though sometimes things doesn't goes right, but well, this is life; it ain't perfect! =D

Will upload pictures about my weekend in future. =)

Stay in tune!

2010-12-16T08:10:00.001-08:00

HOLIDAY IN JB with SIMSHINYIN! =)

I miss her like crazy and I have to summaries my two semester and her one semester story into 4 days.

pathetic!

She brings me around for food and stuffs. THANKS! =D

I am so excited and happy when I decided to went JB as a present to Shinying birthday.

And, I think she's happy too.

She's way lot slimmer than last time I saw her.

She talk softer now, which is great! And I hope she'll find her prince soon!

We share lot's of happy and sorrow story that happened to us the past 5 months.

One thing that I think she's right is I am some how pity because I know too much about life,

since I have been overseas for alone from 16 years old and now I'm 18. So almost 2 years, wandering around and learning about people and culture.

Where others, during their 16 they could still enjoy the innocent of teenage life, without having to care about what's life outside.

It's tiring, I do envy those people who could still enjoy life when they are 16.

But there's nothing I can do about my past.

All I can do is to live my life to max in the future, I am sure there's a reason why I have such a fast track life.

And I believe God will return everything just in time and much better for me when it's the time.

But to be honest, I am tired of life. I want to go somewhere,some place where people don't know me. I can live freely, I don't have to care of anyone near me. I want that life for just one day! =)

Can I have that life?

2010-12-12T18:58:00.000-08:00

Years almost over

Sure looks like December

The snow and ice on the ground

I hadn’t sent a single Christmas card

The 31st is coming around

It makes me remember our last December

How the city looks so beautiful in white

As we walked the street that day you kept me warm

We couldn’t wait to get inside

Now its Christmas and you’re so far away

On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed

And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today

I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I hear carols in the distance

Don’t want to listen because every sound says your not here

Just in case you change your mind I’ll leave a light over the door

And hope you suddenly appear

Cuz its Christmas and you’re so far away

On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed

And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today

I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I’m to old too old to believe in Santa Claus

What are these gifts under the tree

But I did this once

Or many it’s a dream, has he really brought you back to me

its Christmas all I wanted is here

On this Christmas was for you to be near

And I wonder if you’re thinking of me cuz you’re here

My one wish has come true, it’s not Christmas without you

This is how I feel right now. Though I'll be home for Christmas, gonna celebrate it with mom,

but it's different.

Last Christmas with you were so great. I hope you are free and you'll be with me for Christmas.

Christmas night will be different if you're here with me and mom.

I sure mom will be happy to have you with us for Christmas, just like how she was last year.

I hope God will listen to my wish

CIAO!!!

2010-12-12T09:27:00.000-08:00

YEAH MAN!

CHRISTMAS IS HERE... =)

I am sure you can feel it right here at my blog! =D

like it?

Well, I am done, so over with my assignments!

life is so much better. I won't get moody that often, well unless it's my pms. I can't really avoid that. hahaha.

I've been having fun practicing for upcoming performance with my music clinic friends.

and also hanging around the town with michelle and now I am almost broke la!

I don't dare to tell mom, 'cause she just bank in to me and it's like more than half is gone. I don't know where. I am thinking of escaping to Malaysia for awhile. hahaha. to spend more there.

Anyway, I took lot's of picture with Michelle today,but she's always slacking around, not uploading the photos. =(

Oh well, she just wen through super hard stage of relationship thing, AGAIN!

as always, I have a good shoulder to cry on and I am a good listener. But it's tiring la.

One thing that I'm glad is that I can help her.

Seriously, I am not trying to stereotype people in Singapore, but I really hardly see a true gentleman among the Singaporean. But not every Singaporean I know is like that, but majority!

Like what Michelle is now going through, seeing some irresponsible guy..

URGH! It's tiring to listen to other story when you have too much of them. But, I am glad that at least I can help her.=D

Now then she told me, she want someone who's much more older than her.

Last time, when it's my case, she said, "Novia, it's not gonna be fun if you go out with someone who's much older than you."

Oh well, she gets it now, she gets why I so wanna be with someone who's in their 20s and I don't mind getting someone who's in his 31, as long as he looks young just like you! =))

At least Michelle is not crying anymore, and she's stronger each time as she fell down. Which is good, cause I won't be there for her forever. I have things to do and my life. =P

I hope, next time she'll meet someone who's far more better from this fool guy. He doesn't deserves her anyway. She's too good to be true.

Most of my friends are leading their own life with their newly found boy, I think I should start to think of my way also.

What I want to do, meeting more new friends, get more experience and then I'll surrender my single life to someone who's willing to stay by my side, sing to me Bruno Mars-rest of my life and also Marry me! =)

It sounds sweet wei! Let's just wait and see, I don't like to rush relationship thing. Because, good thing are worth to wait.

But, I really wanna date that Eurasian boy. HOW? =(

it'll be so cool if I have an Eurasian boyfriend! =D

Anyway, gonna go to catch some ZZZZzzz! NIGHT!

2010-12-07T18:08:00.000-08:00

UPDATE of my assignments!!

in total, 5 essays, 1 report, 1 research proposal, 1 class test and 1 debate.

Well, some of them are down!!!

The debate itself is down, the class test is down ( I screw it up)

three essays are down.

So now, research proposal ( who act like pain in ass for me)

two essays ( which one of them I have no idea how to write.)

WISH ME LUCK!

and... help me click on the nuffnang ads ok?

THANKS.

LOTS OF LOVE!

2010-12-06T22:16:00.000-08:00

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG.

In love with the lyric and also the their voice. =)

"Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say...."

Isn't it sweet?
hahaha. I always love sweet music and lyric.

I am really super busy this week.

All assignments is due this week. =.=

DUH! I am giving my 200% to finish it all!

JIA YOU JIA YOU! I can do it!

All I need to scarify my sleep. But not my food OK?

At this crucial time, I need my food so badly! =D

After hopping these obstacle, I'll be back to Medan for Christmas!!!

SWEET SWEET!

I miss mom and my dog. Also my two little nasty cousin. I am going to snuggle them when I meet them. They are my greatest sweetheart!

That's for now! CIAO!

2010-12-03T06:05:00.001-08:00

Someone, living with me is now under gone heart broken treatment.

ARGH!!!

I just hate how she looks like.

Hey, Wad's the big fuss of being dumb by a guy?

Like he is not the only guy in the world and plus, he is a bad guy.

He's not a good guy. It's good that he dumb you!!!

DON'T be such a FOOL girl.

It's not like I never experience it before, but you are just making it too over.

When you are with him, you don't want to care about me when I talk about some cute guy out the world, all you do is put your eye on him..

And now, you are telling me, ' That one is cute, this one is good looking, this one is macho ....'

and what so ever you want to say!!!!

I am so sick of listening to it.

I know I like macho and good looking guy, but please draw line ok? If you keep on talking about 'them' I feel bored!!!!!! I am sick of you!

You can talk about them, but please not everyday and don't talk about mine !!

When I told you, he's not a good guy, you quarrel with me. Telling me,'He is good for me.'

I guess, what people say is right, I don't need to bother about others problem, since I don't think they will appreciate me. Well, at least not until they experience what I said to them earlier.

Naive girl like you, need some reality wake-up call so that you'll know, how bad this world is.

It ain't fairly tale, especially when you are out alone.

phiuh!! Fire on top of my head now! I can't think of anything to write for my essay!

I am half way through everything. =(

I want to finish it as soon as possible... =(

and...

I hate referencing!

2010-12-01T22:17:00.000-08:00

REST OF MY LIFE-BRUNO MARS ft. PHILIP LAWRENCE

Everyday I wake up next to an angel.

More beautiful than words could say.

They said it wouldn't work but what did they know?

Cause years has passed and we're still here today.

Chorus:

Never in my dream, did I think that this would happened to me.

As I stand here before my woman,

I can't fight back the tears in my eyes.

Oh How could I be so lucky?

I must have done something right.

And I promise to love here, for the rest of my life.

Seems like yesterday when she first said , 'Hello.'

Funny how time flies when you're in love.

It took us a life time to find each other,

It was worth to wait, cause I finally found the one

Back to chorus.

This is the song that accompanied me to say HELLO to DECEMBER !

It's December now, it's the last month for us in 2010 and be ready to kiss goodbye 2010.

Well, it is also the prefect time to review your personal goal in 2010 and plan a new goal in 2011.

I had three goals in 2010;

1.Keep fit

2.Smile more =D

3. Get a gorgeous boyfriend.

AND, only the first two goals are achieve. hahhahaha...

But I am happy though at least two is achieved. I can't force myself to accomplish the last goal. Because good thing are worth to wait. Am I right?

Plus, for me I have to enjoy my single life right now. Because I plan to marry young. HAHA.

Let's see how things go before I could finally make my decision. When I was 15 I told myself to get married at 26. And now when I am 18, I told myself to get married at 23. LOL!!!!!!

It's crazy I know. But...... well, at least this is my plan. Where-there it's going to go as I plan or not it's another problem to think about.

The song above is sung by Bruno Mars. He always have great song. I wonder why?

I want my future husband to propose me using thing song, in the middle of beach and wedding ring! PERFECTO!

All right, don't think too much. What I need to concentrate now is my essay. I need to finish everything by this week. B'cause next week I'm gonna be busy.

I need to accompany my friends and you. though approximately, each of you only take me one day. I can't wait to see you soon! =))

My Christmast and also birthday present from God! hahaha.

Life is great so far, especially when superlady is in waiting!

LOT'S OF HUGS AND KISSES! MUACH!

2010-11-27T06:29:00.000-08:00

Yoshi!!!!

school pressure and student club pressure is sure very high lately.

So, I open up my 2009 birthday gift from my friends.

And, finally I can tear and laugh out!

I miss all of you sooooo much!!! =(

If only all my friends here are as caring as all of you in the past.

They are good to me, but they don't know me.

Sis Shinying, Ahjo, Amy and Tuna!!!

I miss you all.

Thanks for such a memorable birthday gift that I would never forget!

This year, nothing happened on my birthday, just so you know.

Sad to hear that, but it's true..

Luckily, friends here are not that bad, where they still great me.

But the feel is already different...

I can't wait till April to see you all again! =))

And, I am going to see Pris and Shinying soon! =D

I will always want to stay as xiao mei mei in front of you guys.

Because, growing up is not fun as you all know.

But I have to grow up here. Because life is different now.

But once I meet you all, I am myself again.

I tell myself not to be a superlady when I am with mom, you all and of course my future family. =D

But, currently I still have to be one.

Miss you all! MUACH!!!

2010-11-24T02:35:00.001-08:00

OH!!!!

The worst moment of my semester is here.

I have 2 weeks to finish 6 assignments! (1debate+report, 1 class work, 3 essays and 1 research proposal.).

Aside from this, I have 3 student club to take care of. Plus I haven't finish designing my school magazine. ARGH!!! HECTIC SCHEDULE.

Plus, in the December I am super busy with my friend and you coming over in early December and all my assignments must be in early December.

I guess, I'll fall sick soon. =(

Why I can't seems to escape from busy life?

And set aside my Sunday tuition. I just don't want to add that in, because it'll make me sounds like a girl who does not have a proper weekend, because I don't have one! =(

But, I am sure that with all the hard-work done, I'll surely get good pay off in the future. Then I would like to get married to some guy who own a Lambo and live happily ever after. hahaha =)

CIAO! Gonna get busy now. =))

Wish me luck!

2010-11-18T07:39:00.001-08:00

Can you recall when was your first time watching Harry Potter??? It was 2001, which is nine years ago. Where Harry, Hermione and Ron were still kids and so do us. =) Now we are seeing them growing through adulthood and so do us. Can you believe that with an blink of eyes, time is gone.

Last Wednesday was HOLIDAY for me because of Hari Raya Haji or Hari Raya Idul Adha. =))

So, I decided to get my butt of my study chair and go out to have some fun with my girlfriends.

Or, should I call it ' Girls Day Out '.

So, I booked an advance ticket for HARRY POTTER 7 movie part 1. =D

I had been waiting for this movie for quite sometimes. Since I heard rumor saying that part 7 will be better than part 6. Because it's true that part 6 is sucks. I fell asleep honestly... =.=

But, surprisingly part 7 is being friendly with me by making me awake towards the end of the show and it leave me hanging.hahaha...

I don't bother to read the last book because I scare it might ruin my expectation on the film.

So, keep it save, I'll wait until next year July.

Story line is basically quite clear here, since the divide it into two part.

And, I love the visual effect that is being used. If you watch it 3D, you will have better shock effect, compare to me, watching the 2D.

Other than the visual effect, I actually quite love the scenery.

hahahaha I enjoy it through out the movie.

Anyway, you won't waste your money for it. Trust me! =)