I had been thinking for a few days about this issue of BLACK and WHITE.

It's simple, BLACK and WHITE. So why am I stressing myself for two classic colour?
Now, here comes another agenda, where you have to define, what colour do you live in?

Will you categorize yourself as BLACK?? Or you will say that you are WHITE?

When you come across this question? Have you ever think that there is this color, that we all known as GREY..

Black and White converse sneaker :)

GREY sky, look dull, empty and sad.This is reality. But, there is always a hope for everyone in this Grey sky. The sun will rise and new hope will come. ;D


I don't like grey. But, I can't say that I am WHITE. Because I am not. I am not angel. I am human.
I can't say that I am BLACK. Because I am not as bad as you think.
I am sometimes bad but most of the time good.
Nah. I call myself light GREY. :)

So, ask yourself, what colour are you?
BLACK, WHITE, or GREY??

S.H.O.C.K
Ok.. that's the only word that I can say right now. Cause I am surprise.
That's all I can say..

Hey hey... My birthday is just around the coner. YAY!!
10 days to go.
Unlike many other people that I have came across, i just don't want to leave my 16th years old fairy tale. I know, life is not a fairy tale, but lets take it this way.
When you are 16, people see u as kids and, they will still "tolerate" your every little stupid, inappropriate and wierdo act. But, when you reach 17, they expect more from you.
You, yourself will also set higher goals to reach.
All I can do to comfort myself is, "Hey, that's life baby. You have to face it. Keep in mind, life have to move on."

I would like to make my life useful and fun in my last 10days of 16th.
How I wish I would stay forever 16. 16 is just sweet.
That's why i choose to have a sweet16 rather than sweet 17. :D
Bye Bye.

An early birthday gift and greet from.......
hehehehehe. simple gift eh?
I would like to say Thanks and Sorry for my friend.
Thank fot this messy and early gift, Sorry for not being sensitive enough.
Sorrry, Sorrryyy.. :D

I am.....
I am thinking, is it serious??
i hope it's not. Cause i don't like it.
Ah... Then, lately i am so lazy to do my assignment. :(
SOMEONE, SLAP ME PLEASE~~
I am addicted to 100%entertainment. hehehehehe. :)

BARCODE by jojo the hero

The creators.

AMY!!! You turn 19th now. :)

ops!forgot to rotate. :) *grin

HAPPY BRITHDAY AMY !!!!

Me, Ahjo, Pris and sis shinying decided to made a card for her.

uhmm. anyway, our cardis the only card in the world..

:) handmade ok? :)

Good night blogger. :)

Hiduplah indonesia RAYA...

HAPPY INDIPENDENCE DAY MY COUNTRY~~~

Today is Indonesia indipendence day. :)

I am so sad that I can't be in Medan. I want to sing and celebrate it with my friends in my country.

Now I realize how I love my country. Before, I always think that celebrating Indipendence day is LAME. LAME. But now i realize, I like it. It's kindda......I miss it.

I texted Michelle aND Edward, wad are they doing on this indipendence day in spore and aussie.

Both of them replied, "NOPE"

They even miss those old days, assembly in Piaget. hehehe.

They said they regreated that they don't appreciate those time. hahahahaha.. :)

HARI KEMERDEKAAN REPUBLIK INDONESIA YANG KE-64

yay!!

i love my dear sister!!!!

the girl next door......

wahahahahaha.

she is my lover!

miss sim shin ying!

1.If you married the person you last texted, what would your last name be?
- ??? The last person? Sumarli? So I would be Novia Aster Sumarli? I am not sure.


2.What did you do today?
- finishing my group poster for world history and hanging around wif my lovely sis shinying.

3.Do you know a secret about your last featured friend that would embarrass them
- :) :D

4.What is one fact about the last person who called you?
- He is my manager. :) I'm his princess. I miss him. :)

5.Last time you were on the phone?
- 1 hours ago?


6.What’s for dinner?
- I had my dinner already. Tomorrow maybe?

7.Ever fought with someone older or younger?
- uhmmm...

8.How many e-mail addresses do you have?
- three/ maybe more.


9.Last time you washed your hair
- Yesterday morning. (Oh, I am too honest)

10.Do you like Oreo’s?
- So far So good.

11.Can you ice skate?
- No and I don't think I gonna try.

12.Do you have a brother?
- NOPE. But I do have nasty cousin. I love all of them. * any rejection? no? GOOD!!

13.Do you know how to change a diaper?
- NO


14.Do you keep a planner?
- Not for this semester.

15.What kind of mood are you in?
- Randomness.


16.Do you take out the trash?
- Nope.


17.What’s the best part about being single?
- I can be a player. Yeah!! :)

18.Do you watch “The Hills”?
- No. But gossip girl is a YES!


19.Who are you thinking of right now?
- mama, jooen,RAIN, my next door sister and........


20.Wearing any bracelet?
- No i guess. It's a rubber bandage.


21.What are you doing now?
- Learning new song.

22.Who was the last person that helped you stop crying?
- Sister Shinying and Amy. :) The lizard thing you know??


23.Who do you trust with your life?
- Mama.


24.If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
- Black Belt Monkey, given by Adi Saputra.

25.Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
- To Korea you mean? hahahahaha. Rain?

26.Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
- Yeah!! I am a professional.

28.What are your parents middle names?
- They don't have it.

29.Righty or Lefty?
- Both

30.Favorite juice?
- I prefer eating fruits. I like strawberry juice

31.Have you had the chicken pox?
- YEA!! And I cried because of it.

32.Have you had a sore throat?
- Yeah. When I was a student councilor. hahahahaha. :) I miss those time.

33.Who knows you the best?
- Mama, Jooen, Shinying :)

34.Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
- Glasses.

35.Last person to see you cry?
- Me, Myself.

36. People u tag!
- Jooen, Shinying, Ahjo, Jeje, CL and united chumps.

Feels like dead!

As if i could choose what i want.

I could tell you that i am not happy now.

You can see it in my eyes.

Tears are flowing like Nile river.

I tried so hard, but still what I get is emptiness,

within a soul.

We should get on.

Continue our life and make it meaningful.

Not for oneself but for all.

Keep on trying,

I won't give up.

Maybe now, no one knows that I am trying.

But you know. I know.

We, both know it.

our eyes never lie.

One should never judge.

And, one should learn from others.

One shouldn't change for others.

But

One should improve for others.

One should always be themselves for others.

One should respect them.

Those eyes... hahahahahahaha.
DON'T STARE AT ME.. I know I am special in my own way. wakakakakakaka. ;)

Anyway, I am soOOoooo TIRED. :(
WANNA GO MASSAGE. hahahahahahahaha.

BROKEN HEART :( :(

Yeah, the guy in the photo above. He is the guy that broke my heart. :( He is like my second Rain(bi).
And now, he broke my heart. Wanna know W.H.Y???

click me

And... F I N A L L Y~~~ It's raining... :D I am sooo happy..

I hope something GOOD will happend to me. I am addicted to FB fortune cookies app. :( hahahaha...

NO MORE HAZE.. NO MORE HAZE..
I SUMMON FRESH AIR TO COME COME NEAR ME...~~~~~ HEHEHEHEHE
Look at today sky, it's bright. The sun is so SPICY. :D

OK.. THAT, WAS SUPPOSE TO BE MY POST FOR TODAY.
But, I changed my mind, because that stupid haze is starting soon in no time. I saw the smoke.
:( I hate it. :(

anyone intersted in meteor shower??hehehehe..
Persieds Meteor Rain~~
http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2009/31jul_perseids2009.htm
visit that link. :D
I love meteor rain.

AN ANSWER.........

I am finding it. It happends all the time, to people that I know.

It's just another ordinary day. I guess I am lucky... :)

I need an answer so I won't be bored.

I hate..........

BOREDOM.

I am wishpering to myself.

I am wishing for a beautiful day..

I love my life. It happend before.

I still believe, those day will come back to me.

It will, someday when i wake up in the morning.

Or it's just a dream??

As time pass by, I will change.

Drasticly. I know it, for long time ago.

They will also move on their own path.

No matter what, Life need to move on.

It's just a matter of time.

Life is too short to waste.

What is happening to Miri? The haze is getting serious. And, I don't think the mask that the housing service gave us is useless.
I still can breath the smelly disgusting and irritating hazy air. :(
Oh NOOOOO..... I hate to say this, but I have to. I think I am dying younger by 2 age :(

Well. good news from Edward. He said he is doing fine with shis study. I am so happy to hear that. He is very hard working now. hahahahaha.. And he is attending black and white ball tonight with his so call "crush"
hmm.... hmm.... GOOD!!!!

And, I am feed up with my editing-on-a-beat ass. The footage and music is totally irrelevant. :(
SO SHIT! Arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS AN S.O.S
And And And..... hehehehehehehehehehe...

Dull, Humble,Bored,Sad,Wierd.. Bla bla bla..
Good night!!

Kwetiau ATENG.... MUST EAT IN MEDAN.

A day in Sushi Tei

Mama order it just for me. yummy!!

It's Novia and Jooen hang out time. :D i miss you darl~~

yummy ayam penyet

NAH nah NAH.....

I AM FULL OF BI BIM BAB AND SNOW ICE.. I am sooo FULL...... FULL...

ZZZZZzzzzzz.. (Thank you sis Shinying for such yummy dinner. I should thank her aunt and Rocky, not her. hpmmh... )

And I don't know why I am not uploading picture of bibimbab. But, i am uploading picture from my holiday. This is not all of them, this is just some that is in my laptop. Some others are inside my phone. *too lazy to transfer. :D

AND...

I have a new nick name. No more Jojothehero. Well, i still love this name though.

But, how about BLACK BELT MONKEY???

Why not try something new??

I like it because, it suits me. :P

What do you think??

P.S: Hope my faithful readers stomach won't growl when they see this post.

Oh noOOoooOOooo......!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What's wrong with the world???
Only time can answer that. :)

Someone once said, Life is short. It's just too short for you to not love yourself.
So, why am I putting such big pressure on myself? All I can say is I am scared. I am too scared to be left out.
There are too much things to be worriy out there.

Lately, there is a very bad haze in Miri. :(
I am sick of it.
I am allergy to smoke. :(
My nose and lungs are not that good man..
Haze, oh haze.. please, i summon you to leave me alone.

Well, well.....
there lot's of things happened lately.
Imelda had a boyfriend now..
Shirly and Calvin are together now.
And guess what, I am totally left behind with this news. *pingsan@#$%^
Good to hear those happy news. hahahahaha.. Banzai. :)

My nose is aching this moment. ;(
I need to help myself out now. SO SICK of it!! :(