THANKS TO SISTER SHINYING!!!!
I love love her sooooo sooooo much.
She lend me her laptop.
then I can do some of my history study. Yeah~~~
She is truly a sister!!
There is no doubt, I'm gonna miss her during this long vacation. about 3 months maybe.

And...
An announcement,
mama will be here again, in Miri.hahahahaha..
she said, she will bring lot's of kue for us.
hahahaha...
She knows the best. We, teenager love to eat!!!
I love you mama... =)

I think I am the unluckiest person in this world.
When the exam is nearly here, for about one week time, my lappy(beloved princess laptop) monitor went black.
Mr.Roy help me check and, he found nothing wrong with the software and my webcam is working.
So...why are you reacting like this lappy...
I am soooooo sad..
hey hey..
I need you more than anything right now..
Please work for me.. =(

cross my finger and hope for the best.

xoxo, Jojo

OWH SHIT!!!!!
House is locked!
Now I am at Ahjo's room online...
Just to tell the world, my house was lock by shinying.hahahahahahahahaha... =)
Nvr mind.. She will be good to me. =)

HELLO WORLD..
Today, I am tired and I am sure Ahjo too.
Cause we are out from 11am till 9.30pm. We went to Peiling's house then go out to bank and bibimbab...
And.... of course we had lot's of FUN!!! YAY!! never know, we will be so GILA. =)
It's tiring but worth it.

...
I am lately listening to wang lee hom, loved wrongly.
Just to remind me. =)

YAY!!!!
A new Header for my blog..
enjoy it.
that picture was taken by Amy Lim and edited by ME =)
I have tons of time to edit picture. =)
WOW...
since now, I am not really in stay up late chatting business. >.<
And..... Nothing else to say.hahahahahahahhaaha.....
I'll be in Medan soon. But,I don't know why this time I am not excited. Maybe I am used to it.
Or maybe because my day in Medan will be full of tuition not hangging out.
let's see..

xoxo, Jojo

IF YOU CLICK IN IT AND COMMENT ON IT,
I will defenatly FORGIVE YOU!!!
=)
challange that you have to face.
It's easy, with a click you will be forgive.

DON'T BLAME ME ON SUDDEN HATRED ON YOU!
cause I am hattin you now.

DON'T ASK ME WHY.
I won't tell and won't say.
I keep my mouth zip and shut!!!
all I can say is, I maybe hattin you for awhile or maybe forever.
That depend on me. uh oh! NO NO.
depend on YOU not me!!! =)
Good luck!!

LADIES and GENTLEMAN....
Lets start our blogging session for today....


This box of cheese cake cheer my day up ~~~ I love cheese cake.
Thanks to Mr. and Mrs. ROY!!
This homemade japanese style cheese cake is specially for ME,Shinying
Ahjo , Amy and Pris.

A group photo with media friends. Bye bye foundation semester2.. To be exact, bye bye foundation. =) I am surely gonna miss foundation momment!!! I love it!

I never know Mr.J is a photogenic. =) uhmm. intresting!

They said, high school year is the most memorable moment that you will not forget. But, I am kindda wanna break it. I say,'I won't and will not want to forget my foundation year.'

That's it for today.

Ah.. and one more, I am damn mad damn damn mad with somebody. I dunno why. But, I think I am not gonna talk to that person not until I think I am cool enough to talk to that person. =)

xoxo, JojO

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!

he, the person in the photo above is my new husband. hahahahahahaha..

I am so so so much in love. with this guy. I just dunno why.

Maybe he made me want to play piano right noW, duet with him maybe??

Arghhhh... so much in love.

Once my feet step on Miri airport.
All I can think about is just the very new chapter of my life was just about to begin.
New collage, New environment,New friends and more importantly, No one knows me. =)

Well, 3 of them stand there and staring at me. They kindda send me a message telling me, we are here to fetch you. To bring you to another world.
So.... here I go with the three of them.

Along to road, all I can see are green green grass. =)
I can't wait to see the new world that I am going to enter soon.
Once I reached that other world, all I can feel is that, I am entering a jungle.
I am feeling like Jane in the movie of Tarzan and Jane.
They told me that my room are newly build.
And can u imagine how happy am I that time?
I can smell the newly painted room. =)
ah...here I am, ROOM.

This post is different from other posts.
As I am writing this post,
I am recalling when the first time,
the very first time that I take gce o-lvl test.
The moment that I recieved my o-lvl certificate.
The minute that I know I passed my math.
The second that I realize, passing math pleased me, as there won't be any problem to get in uni.
The months that I can't find a perfect university and environment for me.
The days that dillema will eventualy happened when I had to make a decision between Spore and M'sia.
The day I send my friends off to overseas.
We said good bye.
Farewell party was happening every where in the town of Medan.
The click happend when Curtin gave global a call and the moment I send my documents.
The day when the letter of offer came.When our eyes meet the first time, while I am counting 4 days off to Curtin.
The rain happened to bond us, as if it is giving chances for us to know each other better.
The very last moment I left your car and you shower me with your bless.
That sunny smile in the rainny day warmed me.
...

A new beginning of phase of my life.I flew all way long, full with excitement.But, I some part of it is still in Medan.Only by looking at a bright future is waiting for me infront,I prepare myself for everything.Andm here I am, welcome MIRI. =)

...TO BE CONTINUE.

xoxo, Jojo

lately...
Ahjo and me are in so IN to GOSSIP GIRL!!!!
Yeah~
I am wishing that one day, my man will said:
"I was in Paris to pick up your dress."
"I was in German to pick up your....."
"I am here to tell you, I LOVE YOU, too..."
Arghhh....
I wanna....

Anyway..
nothing to write..
BYE..

xoxo, jojo

Today is special...
AHJO, AMY and ME, had an afternoon walk with CAM CAM....
don't ask me who or what is CAM CAM.. =)
I just can't tell you..

Something borther me lately,
things like, what is it going to feel when enter degree next year.
or
maybe what do I want to focus later on in my career.
I know I just thinking to far ahead.
But, we, as a human being, always have to plan ahead for ourself.
So how??

when everyone is talking about gossip girl season3,I am here, left out.
I just finished gossip girl season2 yesterday.
Seing B and S graduate, I remind me on my graduation in Piaget.
The whole ceremony and the way we arrange our seats and the marching to our seats.It feels like yesterday, where I am still wearing uniform.
Now, I am a collage student.I can't belive that I teared while watching that scene.
It's just not me.

I need to thank you for supporting me.
I don't know are u reading this post or not.
But just to let you know, I am done with my presentation.
Seems like it's success. =) once again, Thanks.
It makes my day brighter.
j'tame. =) missing you...

I am counting days of back to medan. YAY!!

It looks like my LAN connection is getting better. =3
hmmm..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING JOOEN... you are 17 now.
I hope that something BIG make you happy.
I miss you. =)

Well, a lil thing makes me happy.
Thanks for letting me know that I am special and different from other.
I glad, I am going back to make things perfect. =)

And,

one more happy thing to share with you guys is, my manager Fandy,he is in LOVE.
flower blossom around him. I hope everything will be fine.
Looks like, my manager will be busy with his new life.
congrats dear manager. =)

That's all for this post. I am kindda busy.
I need to take bath and go out soon.
BYE.

xoxo, Jojo

Bonjour!!!
Nothing to update actually.
Recently, I feel so tired. I don't know why. Is there anything wrong with me?
Ah... my foundation year is almost over. Gonna end soon, in few weeks time. =)
I gonna miss it! hhihihi..

I have this question spinning in my head. That is, ' What is the dangerous thing in this world?'
What do you think???
My answer for this question will be, HUMAN.
WHY?
tell you on my next comming post.
=)

xoxo, Jojo

I was in the situation of:
-on my right side, Ahjo's updating her blog/
-on my side, I was researching on batik for my feature writing..
-then Ahjo kept on reading her blog.
THEN HOW CAN I CONTINUE ON MY RESEARCH WHEN AHJO'S SWEET VOICE IS READING HER BLOG??
hahahaha... J/K..

recent update from me, specially brought to you~~~
I am still busy with my assignment.. fiuh... I wanna go home. let me go home.=(
I am feelin dull this semester. Nothing special to cheer me up, except 5th september 2009.hahahaha....
Other than that..... life is just big mess. mess, chaos....
Why? why? w.h.y~~~
I want to try something big.
Ah, btw... I am kindda sad these day. The earthquake thing had cause insomnia on me. argh!!!!
I wanna stop thinking about it!!!
OK..
I think I need to stop here.
back on serious track... good night.
post again soon.

xoxo, Jojo.

Hello my readers.... It's been a long time since my last post.
Well, blame it on this hell connection. =)
I can't even do my research for my assignment which is due next week... hell NO!! =(

recent updates from me:
- Just came back my KK trip last week. It's a sweet holiday. I went there with mama and sister shinying.. =)
PS: Sis shinying, do you like the taste of fried egg in KK??

- Next, I bought myself new dress and a pair of court mary jane heels. =)
for my chinese new year.. *grinding...

- Back to my normal life, where life is no fairy tale. 5 tons pile of stone on me.. =( Lot's of assignments... ARGHH!! feels like going home.. I miss my bed and dog. Not to mention that spesific person.. I don't miss.

- Mama flew from medan to Miri and we celebrate moon cake festifal together.. yay!!!
I love her.

Well, I guess that's all. I am sick of the conection here. I wanted to upload some picture from my holiday in KK but.... this snail slow connection make it IMPOSSIBLE to post it. Sorry readers..
Catch those picture up in my facebook. =)
And.. mama is back to Medan now.. kindda sad you know..

Another song to my beloved readers.
Quite an old song. :) But I am old folk. I like oldies. ;)
SOundrack of NARNIA:PRINCE OF CASPIAN


Lyrics Regina Spektor - The Call lyrics

I AM FEELING CONTENT!!
:D

Happy holiday to me and others who are having it. :D
and.. welcome back my internet connection. :D
Me and the others had been suffering from no internect connection.
It had been affecting our study and leisure. :(

Anyway, my trip to KK is soon.
few days to go. I can't wait... I am so excited to be there.
Andddddddd...... i found a song. Song that suit us. Which is, "I still believe."
Jooen's b'dae is in one month time.
:) I am sure she can't wait to be 17.
I miss you sayang.

xoxo,
JOJO

Today, I learned a very important lesson that no one can ever teach me.
I come to know and undrestand that Not everything that you do will give an outcome of success.
There will be a time where you fail.
And there will always be chances for you to be success again.
Learn to accept the failure.
Because, every failure had it's message and advice for you to learn.
So, don't fall whenever you fail. never give up!!!
keep in mind that God is with you. Your family, friends are there to support you. :)
Smile, will make your life better. :D

PS: I tend to believe that everything happend for a reason. :)

Come to think about it.
I think I am lucky person who look poor but actually she own everything.
I am greatful to have such a wise, youthful and.... thousand words just can't describe her. She is my inspiration.
I am greatful to have tons of friends. Friends that I can rely on. Like, Jooen, Michelle, Fandy, Shinying, AHJO!!, Pris, Amy and...lot's more.
I am greatful and wealthy of having two cute little cousins. They are my sweetheart...
I am greatful for......................
Let's think about it.... I have lot's to thank God. But, it's too long to type it all.
How about you?? I am sure you have lot's of things to thanks God and feel lucky that you have them and own them in your life.

Good night!
XOXO,Jojo

YAY!!! I am free and back to my business, editting picture. =)

Sis shinying.. see see... it's our picture.

Do you like it??? =D

AND..

MOONWALK never vanish but mooncake......(don't want to talk about it)

=(

Life with mama here is sooooo much different. I am busier but it's another perfection that I missed in my life. :D

But soon she is leaving Miri. ;(

anyway, enough for today.

I love love this song.
Love love it.. ;D
Title: Good Girl Go Bad

enjoy :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mr.Roy!!!!

Today is Mr. Roy birthday.

Turning 29 this year. :D

Wishing him to always have a joyful life.

Anyway...... recent updates for the first week of SEPTEMBER :

- MY BIRTHDAY~~~ 5th I'll upload some picture soon.

there will be a special post for my birthday.

I had been busy for this few days. So I don't have time to post it up.

I love this birthday very much. :D

Arghh!!! Now i found out that drawing is so not my thing!

Today, I had submitted my story board and it was the most horrible drawing that i ever saw.

Mama's here. :)
Yay!!! Happy. This mean, she is going to spend my brithday with her. :D
talking about my brithday, what present do i want?? nah nah..
Ahjo them said, the puzzel that i want was sold out. :( :(
I am thinking so hard, what do i want?

Loads assignments are wating for me to be completed.
I love SEPTEMBER. It's the month of brithday.
And I am missing you... ;D

I had been thinking for a few days about this issue of BLACK and WHITE.

It's simple, BLACK and WHITE. So why am I stressing myself for two classic colour?
Now, here comes another agenda, where you have to define, what colour do you live in?

Will you categorize yourself as BLACK?? Or you will say that you are WHITE?

When you come across this question? Have you ever think that there is this color, that we all known as GREY..

Black and White converse sneaker :)

GREY sky, look dull, empty and sad.This is reality. But, there is always a hope for everyone in this Grey sky. The sun will rise and new hope will come. ;D


I don't like grey. But, I can't say that I am WHITE. Because I am not. I am not angel. I am human.
I can't say that I am BLACK. Because I am not as bad as you think.
I am sometimes bad but most of the time good.
Nah. I call myself light GREY. :)

So, ask yourself, what colour are you?
BLACK, WHITE, or GREY??

S.H.O.C.K
Ok.. that's the only word that I can say right now. Cause I am surprise.
That's all I can say..

Hey hey... My birthday is just around the coner. YAY!!
10 days to go.
Unlike many other people that I have came across, i just don't want to leave my 16th years old fairy tale. I know, life is not a fairy tale, but lets take it this way.
When you are 16, people see u as kids and, they will still "tolerate" your every little stupid, inappropriate and wierdo act. But, when you reach 17, they expect more from you.
You, yourself will also set higher goals to reach.
All I can do to comfort myself is, "Hey, that's life baby. You have to face it. Keep in mind, life have to move on."

I would like to make my life useful and fun in my last 10days of 16th.
How I wish I would stay forever 16. 16 is just sweet.
That's why i choose to have a sweet16 rather than sweet 17. :D
Bye Bye.

An early birthday gift and greet from.......
hehehehehe. simple gift eh?
I would like to say Thanks and Sorry for my friend.
Thank fot this messy and early gift, Sorry for not being sensitive enough.
Sorrry, Sorrryyy.. :D

I am.....
I am thinking, is it serious??
i hope it's not. Cause i don't like it.
Ah... Then, lately i am so lazy to do my assignment. :(
SOMEONE, SLAP ME PLEASE~~
I am addicted to 100%entertainment. hehehehehe. :)

BARCODE by jojo the hero

The creators.

AMY!!! You turn 19th now. :)

ops!forgot to rotate. :) *grin

HAPPY BRITHDAY AMY !!!!

Me, Ahjo, Pris and sis shinying decided to made a card for her.

uhmm. anyway, our cardis the only card in the world..

:) handmade ok? :)

Good night blogger. :)

Hiduplah indonesia RAYA...

HAPPY INDIPENDENCE DAY MY COUNTRY~~~

Today is Indonesia indipendence day. :)

I am so sad that I can't be in Medan. I want to sing and celebrate it with my friends in my country.

Now I realize how I love my country. Before, I always think that celebrating Indipendence day is LAME. LAME. But now i realize, I like it. It's kindda......I miss it.

I texted Michelle aND Edward, wad are they doing on this indipendence day in spore and aussie.

Both of them replied, "NOPE"

They even miss those old days, assembly in Piaget. hehehe.

They said they regreated that they don't appreciate those time. hahahahaha.. :)

HARI KEMERDEKAAN REPUBLIK INDONESIA YANG KE-64

yay!!

i love my dear sister!!!!

the girl next door......

wahahahahaha.

she is my lover!

miss sim shin ying!

1.If you married the person you last texted, what would your last name be?
- ??? The last person? Sumarli? So I would be Novia Aster Sumarli? I am not sure.


2.What did you do today?
- finishing my group poster for world history and hanging around wif my lovely sis shinying.

3.Do you know a secret about your last featured friend that would embarrass them
- :) :D

4.What is one fact about the last person who called you?
- He is my manager. :) I'm his princess. I miss him. :)

5.Last time you were on the phone?
- 1 hours ago?


6.What’s for dinner?
- I had my dinner already. Tomorrow maybe?

7.Ever fought with someone older or younger?
- uhmmm...

8.How many e-mail addresses do you have?
- three/ maybe more.


9.Last time you washed your hair
- Yesterday morning. (Oh, I am too honest)

10.Do you like Oreo’s?
- So far So good.

11.Can you ice skate?
- No and I don't think I gonna try.

12.Do you have a brother?
- NOPE. But I do have nasty cousin. I love all of them. * any rejection? no? GOOD!!

13.Do you know how to change a diaper?
- NO


14.Do you keep a planner?
- Not for this semester.

15.What kind of mood are you in?
- Randomness.


16.Do you take out the trash?
- Nope.


17.What’s the best part about being single?
- I can be a player. Yeah!! :)

18.Do you watch “The Hills”?
- No. But gossip girl is a YES!


19.Who are you thinking of right now?
- mama, jooen,RAIN, my next door sister and........


20.Wearing any bracelet?
- No i guess. It's a rubber bandage.


21.What are you doing now?
- Learning new song.

22.Who was the last person that helped you stop crying?
- Sister Shinying and Amy. :) The lizard thing you know??


23.Who do you trust with your life?
- Mama.


24.If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
- Black Belt Monkey, given by Adi Saputra.

25.Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
- To Korea you mean? hahahahaha. Rain?

26.Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
- Yeah!! I am a professional.

28.What are your parents middle names?
- They don't have it.

29.Righty or Lefty?
- Both

30.Favorite juice?
- I prefer eating fruits. I like strawberry juice

31.Have you had the chicken pox?
- YEA!! And I cried because of it.

32.Have you had a sore throat?
- Yeah. When I was a student councilor. hahahahaha. :) I miss those time.

33.Who knows you the best?
- Mama, Jooen, Shinying :)

34.Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
- Glasses.

35.Last person to see you cry?
- Me, Myself.

36. People u tag!
- Jooen, Shinying, Ahjo, Jeje, CL and united chumps.

Feels like dead!

As if i could choose what i want.

I could tell you that i am not happy now.

You can see it in my eyes.

Tears are flowing like Nile river.

I tried so hard, but still what I get is emptiness,

within a soul.

We should get on.

Continue our life and make it meaningful.

Not for oneself but for all.

Keep on trying,

I won't give up.

Maybe now, no one knows that I am trying.

But you know. I know.

We, both know it.

our eyes never lie.

One should never judge.

And, one should learn from others.

One shouldn't change for others.

But

One should improve for others.

One should always be themselves for others.

One should respect them.

Those eyes... hahahahahahaha.
DON'T STARE AT ME.. I know I am special in my own way. wakakakakakaka. ;)

Anyway, I am soOOoooo TIRED. :(
WANNA GO MASSAGE. hahahahahahahaha.

BROKEN HEART :( :(

Yeah, the guy in the photo above. He is the guy that broke my heart. :( He is like my second Rain(bi).
And now, he broke my heart. Wanna know W.H.Y???

click me

And... F I N A L L Y~~~ It's raining... :D I am sooo happy..

I hope something GOOD will happend to me. I am addicted to FB fortune cookies app. :( hahahaha...

NO MORE HAZE.. NO MORE HAZE..
I SUMMON FRESH AIR TO COME COME NEAR ME...~~~~~ HEHEHEHEHE
Look at today sky, it's bright. The sun is so SPICY. :D

OK.. THAT, WAS SUPPOSE TO BE MY POST FOR TODAY.
But, I changed my mind, because that stupid haze is starting soon in no time. I saw the smoke.
:( I hate it. :(

anyone intersted in meteor shower??hehehehe..
Persieds Meteor Rain~~
http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2009/31jul_perseids2009.htm
visit that link. :D
I love meteor rain.

AN ANSWER.........

I am finding it. It happends all the time, to people that I know.

It's just another ordinary day. I guess I am lucky... :)

I need an answer so I won't be bored.

I hate..........

BOREDOM.

I am wishpering to myself.

I am wishing for a beautiful day..

I love my life. It happend before.

I still believe, those day will come back to me.

It will, someday when i wake up in the morning.

Or it's just a dream??

As time pass by, I will change.

Drasticly. I know it, for long time ago.

They will also move on their own path.

No matter what, Life need to move on.

It's just a matter of time.

Life is too short to waste.

What is happening to Miri? The haze is getting serious. And, I don't think the mask that the housing service gave us is useless.
I still can breath the smelly disgusting and irritating hazy air. :(
Oh NOOOOO..... I hate to say this, but I have to. I think I am dying younger by 2 age :(

Well. good news from Edward. He said he is doing fine with shis study. I am so happy to hear that. He is very hard working now. hahahahaha.. And he is attending black and white ball tonight with his so call "crush"
hmm.... hmm.... GOOD!!!!

And, I am feed up with my editing-on-a-beat ass. The footage and music is totally irrelevant. :(
SO SHIT! Arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS AN S.O.S
And And And..... hehehehehehehehehehe...

Dull, Humble,Bored,Sad,Wierd.. Bla bla bla..
Good night!!

Kwetiau ATENG.... MUST EAT IN MEDAN.

A day in Sushi Tei

Mama order it just for me. yummy!!

It's Novia and Jooen hang out time. :D i miss you darl~~

yummy ayam penyet

NAH nah NAH.....

I AM FULL OF BI BIM BAB AND SNOW ICE.. I am sooo FULL...... FULL...

ZZZZZzzzzzz.. (Thank you sis Shinying for such yummy dinner. I should thank her aunt and Rocky, not her. hpmmh... )

And I don't know why I am not uploading picture of bibimbab. But, i am uploading picture from my holiday. This is not all of them, this is just some that is in my laptop. Some others are inside my phone. *too lazy to transfer. :D

AND...

I have a new nick name. No more Jojothehero. Well, i still love this name though.

But, how about BLACK BELT MONKEY???

Why not try something new??

I like it because, it suits me. :P

What do you think??

P.S: Hope my faithful readers stomach won't growl when they see this post.

Oh noOOoooOOooo......!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What's wrong with the world???
Only time can answer that. :)

Someone once said, Life is short. It's just too short for you to not love yourself.
So, why am I putting such big pressure on myself? All I can say is I am scared. I am too scared to be left out.
There are too much things to be worriy out there.

Lately, there is a very bad haze in Miri. :(
I am sick of it.
I am allergy to smoke. :(
My nose and lungs are not that good man..
Haze, oh haze.. please, i summon you to leave me alone.

Well, well.....
there lot's of things happened lately.
Imelda had a boyfriend now..
Shirly and Calvin are together now.
And guess what, I am totally left behind with this news. *pingsan@#$%^
Good to hear those happy news. hahahahaha.. Banzai. :)

My nose is aching this moment. ;(
I need to help myself out now. SO SICK of it!! :(

NEW LAYOUT FOR MY BLOG :D *grind...

Well.... I love my new layout. hihihihihih..
Yesterday i was just too free to change my layout. SnoonY had also change her layouthttp://sukitako.blogspot.com. Visit her blog, when you are free. The layout is produce by herself. Not made by me. hahahaha.. She is sooooOOOooOOooOO HAPPY!!

Hey hey..
I am back again, here in a boring Miri.. I miss my home already. :(

It's always not enough time to spend when you are home. :D
I supposed to be brave and settle thing in Medan, yet i just passed this chance. Anyway, I'll try harder this November.
I am leaving Medan with a feeling of disatisfaction, just like the feeling of me when first time i arrived Miri.
I miss mama, my dog, cute cousins and him already.. *winks

Sins that i had done in Medan:
- eat like a pig
- SLEEP LIKE A PIG
- spend a lot at shusi tei.
- Enjoying myslef in the cinema. (bullshit harry potter, the movie is !@$%#@@@@@@) all i can say is don't watch it. I don't recommend others to watch it. hahahahaha..
- Mess up with my girls, Jooen, Evelyn, Ferdisa and Elsa.
- Facial and got sick for 1 week.
- pizza, kwetiao ,bihun bebek is a must. ;)

I did took some picture, which i'll upload it next time. :)
too lazy to do it for now.

New semester in Curtin. Well... believe it or not, me and the others are seniors now. Well, nothing special from it. hahahahaha.
And, junior for this batch are smart and active. (in my opinion and point of view)

bye for now. Off to bed soon. ;D
-

my sweet heart. i miss her.

tralalalalala..

my happy day in spore. with my friends. OWH. i miss them..
and... they force me to learn cycling. ;(

ah.. i know. they just love me. they want me to learn sth NEW..

and as a result, i am so tired now. :(

My docter appointment is tomorrow. i am so nervous.....

I am wondering.

How is ahjo,shingying and pris doing?

i miss them too..:)

when i was taking bus in spore, although i am with my old friends,but still i miss them.

cause, in miri, we took bus together.hahahaha.. talk loudly in the bus with shingyin.

:)

GOOD BYE FOUNDATION SEMESTER 1!!!

Today, our last 2 papers.

each paper is 2 hours. But, do we need 2 hours to finish it? As the first hour pass... We, all the media students, stand up!! Yay!! And submit our paper. Oh.. Life is easier now.. :)

Took several pictures....

and..

Having a nice and calm dinner with Mr.Roy and His Wify.

I bet, nos Shingyin is home. Home sweet home. I miss her already. She is very noisy like fly in my ear. ;) Ah.. nevermind. I am home, soon. In no time. I am Home soon. LOL!

SHINGYIN IS GOING HOME SOON..
IN FEW HOURS.
She is very happy now. Done with her packing.
And, I think my IT paper sucks and.... Two more paper to take for tomorrow.
TWO MORE FINAL THINGS TO DO BEFORE GO HOME. :)
then...then..

shingyin sis! remember to MMS me hor. Take a picture of ur new phone and everything.
I don't want to miss a thing. :)
My number is set in ur phone. :)
Love you.
Signing OFF now.
Gotta wake up early for tomorrow paper.
Love you..
XOXO

Ok, Here I am.
Blogging. Because, i think I might screw up my IT exam tomorrow. :)
Then............
Ah, at the same time now. I am wathing youtube.
A show inteviewing him and...
I found out, I am just like him. ;) Our hobbies and fav food and also some characteristic.
He loves to eat. I love to eat.
He loves eeg tart. OMG!!! I can eat so many eeg tart in a day. :) Eeg tart is my life.
He loves to nag. I love to nag. :) (at some point).
hahahahahaha..
he's such a big bro! big bro!! :)
Ah and... He loves and wants to have a family. Me too.. :)
Both of us love work out!!
My idol is RAIN... but, his character is just....... far2 from me. :)
Ah.. I am hopping that someday, soon hopefully. I will become a star like Wu Zhun. :)

DEAR.. DEAR...
today is my first time, taking exam in foundation yay!!
ah, not to mention the IT mid-term. Cause it don't really look like a exam. :)
Hopefully i'll pass.. pass this semester. :)
This exam nearly look like o-lvl exam.
Where, I had about 2 weeks to prepare for my history and english paper. I didn't actually really prepare. Then few 2 days for both maths and business paper. :)
hahahaha.. :)

"GOOD LUCK for Moral studies students. "

At last, Adi show me his new gay tattoo. What kind of tattoo is that? His new tattoo is definatly very wierd. I mean, i don't really like a color tattoo. But, so far it's not my tattoo, fine with me.
If I am going to tattoo myself, i will not make a color tattoo.hahahaha.
Well, he said his tattoo is a picture of rabit,fire and cancer? I can't really spot all those object. :(
Maybe I need to see it life. Probably will be better. :)
He is defenatly, addict to tattoo. He just get his name tatoo in April and now, he is making a new one. Piuh....

Nah, because, I am bored with all my books and notes, i decided to edit all Adi's tattoo into a picture and... this is it.
I like tattoo, but, i scare once i tattoo it on my skin, i will cry. Because, it's painful. :)
And, one more I get bored easily and maybe i will regreat . :D
But i really want to have one. Small one is enough, hmmm....tattoo it on lower back!
Ah, maybe not. Temporary tattoo will do for this period of time. :)

PHIUH!!...
Exam aura... Exam.Exam.ExAm.eXaM.exAm.....
with just a click and EXAM is here.
Which mean, I am home soon. :)
Hey, can I just go home peacefully,without have to worry about my result?

I am blogging, to kill my boredom. I have been sitting here, without facebooking, all I do is just revising my IT.
*sigh.
I am world IT dummIES. :)
I hope, with the effort that I put in, I can pass this subject. Cause, I am not IT pro lah...
:) :)
Pray,pray and pray.... hope everyone will pass this semester.

AHJO, SHINYING.. I keep on thinking the sad drama.. :) So sad, I want to buy the original one.
I have so many wishlist...
-Nicholas Teo's 09 album.
-Boys Over Flower 1st soundtrack ( I plan to collect all of them)
-Tree of Heaven box dvd.
HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?
TOOOOOOO MANY THINGS TO BUY... AHJO, SHINYING HELP ME OOOUTT!

alright, back to my studies!

Yeah!!!

Novia is ending her crying session.
After watching TREE OF HEAVEN. One silly sad Korean drama. I call it silly cause i think i am FOOL enough to watch it. I had been crying, sobbing since the second episode. I am very sure, if I hadn't watch the ending first, then i will not be so sad. I jump from episode 1 to 10. :) [style nonton ala novia]. This drama is quite old, but I watch it just for the sake of Lee Wan. He is the main role in this drama. I have become his fans since I watch his drama, LET'S GO TO BEACH. Which is release before this SAD,MELANCHOLY DRAMA.

Now i could see, tons of tissue papers in my dust bin. :] wakakakakaka.

This drama is too interesting. The story of this lover is too touchy. I just can't explain it. But, if you ppl want to watch it, should prepare tissues paper and, watch episode 1 then skip to 10. Doing this will surely make you ppl flow and want to follow this drama.

There is no words for me to describe this drama. It too many thumbs up. I. never really being touch by drama. I had watch so many drama and i love to skip every one of it. Even Boys before Flower. I skiped some part of it.But for this one, i just can't skip... :):)

TRY THE DRAMA, for the one who haven't watch it. :) Lovely.

I am happy now. I had cry out my BURDEN through this drama.. This drama reminds me about LV. :)

Still, the remnants are there.

Whatever that is being crafted will always br there.

It won't vanish, even as the time pass by. :) But, time will only make the remnants become an unforgetable and percious memory.

Finnaly.. I am now in holiday mood. But, semesteral exam bothers me. :( (not only me i guess, all my friends).

I had been very busy for this whole week.
But, i had done something PRODUCTIVE.
SEE.....
Monday - Wednesday : MAGAZINE PROJECT
For this special project, i had skipped my sleep and nap. :(
But, it the result turn out better than we( Ahjo, Mona, Mary, Pris and me) thought.

Wednesday - Friday : ESSAY and Repot
Okay, for this essay. Thanks to Novia that had cause herself in trouble.

Tralalalalalala...
after those workload, a city tour is a good treat for me. :)
In the afternoon, after submitting all assingments;
Me, Ahjo, Shing yin, jiu han and ahao went to boulevard and bintang. hahahaha..
Yesterday was fun and tiring.
Ah.... i bought a nother pack of cadbury freddo. :) cute frog. only 12 in a package. :(

My little obsession with chocolate is getting more and more. :)

DONE.DONE.DONE



I'll update soon.
not today, i am a little too tired. :)
and I am HAPPY NOW!

Another Asia basketball competition in MEDAN. :)
BUT!! why i am not in Medan right now?? I watched last game, FIBA-ASIS WOMEN U18 last November. Recalling, it was my o-level exam season. But still, me and Michelle spend our time shoutting and yelled to support the players. China is my fav team. They had been leading for 7 years winning this FIBA, but for the last game, it was taken by Japan, China as runner up. Luckily i was not there for the final game. Cause i already had the bad feeling. China is loosing the game. :(
That was so 2008. Now, 2009 I can't be there, at Lanud, to watch this fantastic game.
Adi, told me to come back to medan first to watch the game then go back to Miri to take test. Is he insane? but, he said, there is always a chance to watch.. don't worry.
ONE UNACCEPTABLE REALITY, HE SAID I AM LAZY. I AM NOT COMPLETING MY MAGAZINE.. actually, i am better than him. hahaha. he is lazier compare to me.

AH...justin call. OH NO!! I MISS HIM SOO MUCH. I JUST FEEL LIKE WANT TO HUG HIM NOW~~~ THIS MOMMENT! I HAD BEEN TRYING TO CALL HIM, BUT SEEM LIKE NO ONE IS ANSWERING MY CALL.
I WAS MELT WHEN HE SAID," jie jie wo hen xiang jie jie. jie jie, ni ci shi hui lai? "
ah..i miss my little cousin. i love him. i love him. i love him. i love JUSTIN!!! don't ask me about Edwin, i just so so toward him :)

Cute and funny reality, me and mary were chassing for the bus yesterday.
there is no need to chase for it, since it is going to come back from the other way.hahahahaha..

I wonder, is there a person who look almost like me out there, on the other part of the earth?
(Don't include lee jun ki, job is being done over his face and i don't get why people said we look alike. Though at some point, i can feel it too. specially when my hair is long.)

This identical twins question pop up in my mind just like that, because lately i have been seeing Adi identical twins in Curtin. WOW!!! A BIG WOW!!
Well their face look quite alike.
Eccept from Adi has lots of pimple, this twins (or i call him MPH) doesn't really have pimple. And, Adi has the body, MPH doesn't have it. Adi has the cool tattoo. MPH? i bet no.
So..... Adi is the winner!!! Go ADI!!! hahahaha..

I'll be back in Medan. Soon..... :)
I can't describe how happy i am. But, on the other hand, i have to face a reality. The decision has to be made, whether letting go or keep it up with the whole dream. :) I am kindda nervouse and scared though. I want to keep it up, but i should have good response from the other side too. Or else, things can't settle.

Tralalallalalalalala..
Just search through my face book. Looking for my old friends from Methodist2.
And look around others photo.
I realize something, today teenage girl dress older than they supposed to be. :(
THIS IS TERRIBLE :s

HOW ON EARTH IS THIS HAPPENING?
NAH... it is because of our media. The magazine that this teen girls are reading is leading them to a mature way.
In my opinion, they should enjoy their teen life. Just like me. :) (CIEHHHH)
Well, what i mean is, teen girl look inappropriate to wear those old lady dress.
Maybe, it is still not too old for you to use hello kitty, princess and barbie. Tell you, i am still using those kind of things. I have barbie and princess pyjamas. I have princess jacket. Kim Possible skirt. SEE... (well there's nothing wrong with me, owning those stuffs)
If you're 26, and u wear those princess thing, just imagine how will you look? UNACCEPTABLE!
Well, it is trendy to follow those fashion trend. But why you want to make yourself look old just because you deadly want to follow trend?
I admit that, wearing dress is pretty and sweet, but at least you should choose teen style dress.
I went to one of my friend's photo. She is only 15. But the way she dress is... OMG!! TOO OLD..
All those, high waisted skirt, waist belt, stilettos and those silky top. *IMAGINE it yourself, 15 years old girl wearing all those stuffs.
She look older than me if we stand together. hahahaha.. she is like 19. I am like 16.
Hey teen girl in the world, please choose an appropriate dressing according to your age. Because once u get old, you can experience all those fashion trend. Teens are supposed to enjoy their life. :) AM I RIGHT???
*wink

I am fragile. I know I am.
I am spoil. I know I am.
Fandy is home alone. :) Ah... sometimes, i just miss him. My personal manager. :) No matter what, we always listen to each other problems. We're just like family. :) Yeah we are. :) I treat him like my cousin. hehehehe.. Since we share the same sure name. I miss you Fandy. :)
He is my biggest spoiler.hahahahaha.. :D
Thank you....GRACIAS

Mama is now having fun. To be exact, it has been a month since she left Medan. I know, her luggage's is now as big as a boom. :) I wonder, 2 luggages is enough for her???
I miss her. I want to hug her. I want to kiss mama.. :) I want to tell her, how tired i am here. But, not now. I don't want her to be worry too much. :) I want her to enjoy her holiday.
On the other hand, I am here, suffering from those killer project. :(

Anyway, no matter how killing it is. I have to do my best. I have to!!!
Adi said, no matter what, i have to pass every semester. I wonder, if he told this to himself? I feel that nowaday, he is more motivated to study. I hope he will continue taking master. But i bet he won't. :) He is sometime lazy bum.
I miss him. I miss all of them in SMC. I miss steven, my favorite little brother in SMC. I wonder how is he doing now? He might have grow taller. Somehow, maybe taller than me now.

I just can't wait to go home. I know, Justin(my lil cousin) and Hoki (my doggie) are waiting for me now. I wonder, what will Justin say when he see me later in July?? And, Edwin probably will speak better now. I hope he will be able to remember i am his cie cie. ;) I want to give them BIG BIG hug!!!!
bokoshippseyo!!

I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE BLOGGING NOW.
I should concentrate on my magazine design. But i can't help it. :D
I MISS BALLET DANCE.
i miss ballet class. The smell of the studio, the floor, mirror around me, the music, the dance and the feel of spirit between me , music and the dance.
mama will maybe enroll me to a ballet studio when she is here this july. I can't wait to be dancing again. Friends are now in grade 6, i am left behind in grade 5. :( pity me. This year, they are going to practice demi-point. And, i am not there, dancing with them :( Then the next year, they will recieve their very first POINTE SHOES... ARGHH,,
That pair fo simple shoes is every ballerina dream. After all hard work for many year, pointe shoes is our dream. :)
I had always been dreaming that i will stand on my point shoes, dancing..
I know, it won't be only a dream, i will get it. I know i will. It's just the matter of time.

I am having my Gawai holiday.

AND

I am so dead.
I am so lazy these day. I mean, not lazy but i am not inspired.
I understand that i need to write essay and several articles, but it's just that I don't know what to write. I have tons of thins to write. But i just don't have the encourage to write.
Even i am too lazy to update my blog.

During the long weekend, shing yin and i cooked. ;)
Today, she cooked her Japanese curry. Yummy...
Yesterday, during my chat session with mahoni laoshi, he told me adi will bring me to Berastagi.
Laoshi had been telling me this twice. Actually I don't really trust laoshi, but since he had been telling me this twice. I decide to belive in laoshi. :)
But, i did ask laoshi, why adi doesn't want to tell me in person? Laoshi said, he 'bu hao yi shi'
hahaha.. kindda funny. In return, laoshi told me to ask Adi about this thing. Well, Adi 'bu hao yi shi.'
I am also , 'bu hao yi shi' as well. ;) well, let us see how thing work when i arrive medan. :)

I hope things are going well to me. :)
Blog soon.

Without a heart-8eight

If I say that I'm in pain,

I'm scared that I'll really be in pain

If I say that I'm sad,

I'm scared that I will shed my tears

Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...

But people ask me why I'm crying...

Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again

What's wrong with me, why do I do this repeditely?

Can't differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals

So far in my life,

I never felt pain this excruciating.

Absentmindedly,

I write your name over and over on a piece of paper.

In a day, the paper becomes black and

I finally let the pen go.

I long for you, I hold on to my cellphone and

let it go my eyes are filling up with tears again, this seperation between us..

I'm without a heart,

I don't have a heart.

So I wouldn't be feeling pain.

Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell.

But even so, I keep shedding my tears.

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain.

If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears.

Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...

But people ask me why I'm crying,when I'm laughing like this...

After you left, I think I became a fool.

I can't do, I can't do anything, so I die.

I shove myself into a corner and live.

Without you there's nothing left to do.

A day is too long, way too long.

But what was I busy with, to make you feel so lonely,

when you wanted to go shopping, going out with my friends

was so easy, but why couldn't I do the same to you?

I always regretted being so slow,

I don't know if I'm really stupid,

but I still can't let go of our bond.

I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart

Again today, I can see through your lies.

My heart is in so much pain, I'm begging for your help.

How can I smile in times like this?

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain.

If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears.

Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...

But people ask me why I'm crying,when I'm laughing like this...

(let's smile) like couples in dramas

(let's smile) like the title of your blog

(let's smile) happy like in my pastI'm without a heart,

I can't be in painI'm without a heart, I can't be in pain

Let's just laugh, just laugh, just laugh.

Please, please let's stop crying now...

credit: 1minute 1 second

let us concentrate on NBS Playoffs

NBA Playoffs

say good bye to champion league

Yesterday night, i sleep at 3 and before sleeping, i just tried to check on the official website of UEFA n i found out, Barca scored 1 and my MU was 0. I was so disappointed and i know, there is no hope anymore. :( So i went to bed. :)

In the morning i woke up and i just dun hope that when i surf the net and i will get good news about yesterday game. Yet, MU lost the game. well well well.. me and Adi, both of us were quite disappointed. He told me that MU didn't play well yesterday. :( Never mind then, it just a game.

Anyway, spoiler for my blog readers, i told you that i support MU but the bed sheet that i am using now is Barca bed sheet. hihihihihihihihi...

Let's forget about league, lets move on to NBA playoffs. OK?? go boston celtic and lacker's. :) I love KOBE!!! yeah.. he'll always be the best. Not Leborn. Although lately Leborn is quite popular. Still Kobe is very unique :D.

Tic Tack Tic Tack.....

Sounds familiar in my ears. It is clock that clicking. 24 hours seems too much and seems too less for me to spend in a day. Time just passed and sometime i don't even know what i had been doing. It just pass away. Every morning i will go to class and in the afternoon class will end. In the evening, dinner with shin yin, pris and ahjo. Time strikes 12 and i go to bed.

It's a routine of mine..

Exam timetable out and magazine project due date is getting closer. fiuh..

I am exhausted but it all worth for a bright future. That's why i am here.

Here i am, all alone.

Standing on an empty street.

My pass is just too sweet yet sour to remember.

Time changes thought and feel.

As i walk through the place

that is full of our memory,

I told myself to be strong.

I am sure this is the best for us.

Crossing the road,

I realize. We're not mend to be together.

We never be honest to ourselves.

And we will never be.

Long journey in front of us,

is our choice, no regretting form the past.

~ We're all alone with a missing piece

to search.

FEW THINGS TO HIGHLIGHT:

!!!!! FINAL GAME FOR UEFA league!! MU V.S BARCA! i am MU supporter! yeah!

go MU. But my bed sheet is Barca bed sheet,how come? I hope MU will win the game. It is hard for us to decide whethere who will win. Bescause both of them are strong team. :)

Pity me, i can't watch it here. If i am in Medan i will defenantly watch..

And adi, i know he won't miss this game. He is a football freaker.He'll make sure he get enough sleep in order to watch the match. Ah, and yesterday, mahoni lao shi said, when i come back to medan wei hong will bring me to breastagi.. Is that for real? If it is, my life will be blossom. :)

Second thing to HIGHLIGHT: Tpday is both Mary and her Housemate, Judy brithday. Wishing them a very great brithday. Me, Luna, Ahjo, Pris and Amy went to her house to surprise her.hahaha. Mary is 21 now. She is our big sister. Especially for me. LOL!

Ahjo went back to Kuching this afternoon. Oh, how i wish i could go home too. I just can;t wait till the end of June. ;) I miss home and.....

I am hoping for miracle to happend. And i can't wait to see adi's new tatoo. I bet he must be very proud of it. And, i have no idea on how to finish the magazine project. I am freaking stress this days. I am not in mood. Ok???

HAPPY AFTER THE PRESENTATION



1. What happened 2 hours ago?
- I was so nervous, standing in fort of my classmate n lecture.


2. What are you doing in front of your class?
- I was presenting an intersting topic, Newspaper industry for media studies.


3. Are you presenting alone?
- Errrmmm.... yes, but actually Silas Liew is suppose to be presenting with me. He is missing in action. he'll be presenting tomorrow). And we expect more from him. :) HmmMmm.


4. What is the funniest part during the presentation?
- As i recall, it is the 'Uh Oh' part. Where ahjo, pris.... everybody in the class laugh. :)


5. How to you feel after the presentation?
- At the first place, relief of course! I done with it. I had been so stress out through the weekend. But i don't think this is the best i can present. I can do better than this. It just the matter of time and understanding the content. :)








Yippieeee... My presentation for this semester is over. :) No more presentation for this semester.
Why am i so scared whenever it come to presentation? I mean, i had done tons of presentation back in Piaget and every teachers like my presentation.
If now, i am suppose to present in Piaget, i won't be this nervous. But, why i am very nervous here? There is no difference in presenting in Curtin and in Piaget. AH... this is the homowork for me to figure out. :)

And i want to thanks people that are supporting me during the process of making this persentation and encourage me. They are:

-MY MOM, OMUNI... (pstttt.. she is the one that told me to choose newspaper. Because she said it's the easiest. And she is my best source ever after. And she help mw to pray too) Current position is in Spore, just flew back form HK this morning. :) Her laguage is full of my things. :)

-PEOPLE IN MIRI, CURTIN: Shin yin, Ahjo, Pricilla, Luna, Mary, Amy, Dave(??)

-PEOPLE IN MEDAN and AUSTRALIA :Jooen sayang, Vina, Ru Shan cc.

Last but not least, thx for Michelle, my hot housemate n classmate that help me during the presentation. The classified ads, remember????? THX!!!!

SOS!!
Work Loads to be done:
- Newspaper presentation
- RWS essay
- Magazine article and design ( damn it. )
- Poster ads.

ARGH.... waht on earth is happening to me? So many work to be done. I wonder how can the senior pass their semester? hahahaha...
Well well well.... Others are also have lots of things to be done. Why am i stressing myself into this? :)

I seriously need a break now. I know i gonna get it soon. I don't mean a short break, but a long real break. Where i can go home and enjoy.
Seriously, i don;t even know what am i studying in Curtin. If you ask me anything about it, i will say i don't know, cause i really don't know. All i know is comming here, to Miri, to Curtin. I learn onething, it is life is tough. That's it.

Honestly, i get nothing other than the principal of living in a reality.
Well, i do learn something like media is giving the biggest impact in our society and i learn that webpage design is fun. BUT.......