Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Without a heart-8eight
If I say that I'm in pain,
I'm scared that I'll really be in pain
If I say that I'm sad,
I'm scared that I will shed my tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...
But people ask me why I'm crying...
Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again
What's wrong with me, why do I do this repeditely?
Can't differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals
So far in my life,
I never felt pain this excruciating.
Absentmindedly,
I write your name over and over on a piece of paper.
In a day, the paper becomes black and
I finally let the pen go.
I long for you, I hold on to my cellphone and
let it go my eyes are filling up with tears again, this seperation between us..
I'm without a heart,
I don't have a heart.
So I wouldn't be feeling pain.
Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell.
But even so, I keep shedding my tears.
If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain.
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears.
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...
But people ask me why I'm crying,when I'm laughing like this...
After you left, I think I became a fool.
I can't do, I can't do anything, so I die.
I shove myself into a corner and live.
Without you there's nothing left to do.
A day is too long, way too long.
But what was I busy with, to make you feel so lonely,
when you wanted to go shopping, going out with my friends
was so easy, but why couldn't I do the same to you?
I always regretted being so slow,
I don't know if I'm really stupid,
but I still can't let go of our bond.
I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart
Again today, I can see through your lies.
My heart is in so much pain, I'm begging for your help.
How can I smile in times like this?
If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain.
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears.
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...
But people ask me why I'm crying,when I'm laughing like this...
(let's smile) like couples in dramas
(let's smile) like the title of your blog
(let's smile) happy like in my pastI'm without a heart,
I can't be in painI'm without a heart, I can't be in pain
Let's just laugh, just laugh, just laugh.
Please, please let's stop crying now...
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